I miss the seasons & the comfort of your smile
As I sit here all alone,
I wonder how I'm suppose to carry on when you're gone.
I'll never be the same without you,
I love you more then you will ever know.
So maybe now you finally know.
Do you ever feel like crying?
Do you ever feel like giving up?
I raise my hands up towards the sky,
I say this prayer for you tonight,
Because nothing is impossible.
God Josh. I really do miss you alot.
I cant stop thinking about you.
We had so much fun together.
I went to the accident scene today.
I layed flowers down.
Your brother was there.
He misses you so much.
I think everyone does though.
I try so hard not to think about it.
Because i know you wouldnt want to see everyone like this..
But i cant. I just keep thinking about you.
I cant stop thinking about the accident.
Every little thing reminds me of you.
Your viewing is tomorrow.
I keep thinking that maybe this is a dream.
Im in such denial.
I just keep replaying memories of you in my head.
God. To hear you sing oldies to me one more time.
I would give up anything. ANYTHING!
You dont understand how much we all need you.
Why you Josh? You were so young. So beautiful.
So amazing. So funny. So wonderful.
And its not fair.
Ive never seen so much crying.
Nobody smiles anymore.
How can we?
The most amazing person is gone.
We are all having a hard time graping that though....
Please save a spot for me in heaven?
I promise to bring a fruit by the foot.
Rest in peace my sweet cheeks♥
5/25/88 - 12/15/04