to ashley
ashley, i know u wanted to know wut was goin on between me and u so i though bout it for a few hours (couldn't sleep). i know u wanna go out wit me and i geuss i wanna go out wit u too but i don't think it can happen..i thought about askin u out and it seemed like a good idea but then i thought on it more and i thought bout previous relationships....everytime i get a girlfriend somethin comes along that causes me to cheat on them. after the nite at the movies i realized how easily i could hurt u and i felt bad. so the only reason we can't go out is cuz i don't wanna hurt u which is what i know will happen cuz i'm to...ummm......unable to resist certain things if u know wut i'm talkin bout. yea it's prolly kinda dumb writen this in my lj where everyone can read it but i figured since everyone is always so curious bout us i'd let them know to....well ttul love ya bye