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.:I hate my mouth! My wisdom teeth are now coming in and it hurts like a bitch! Ouchies! But I found this medicine that really helps it out. My mouth goes like tottaly numb. (thats what it feels like tho) I dont want to get them pulled, only because im a chicken and dont like to go through with that stuff. But then again, I dont want my mouth to be crowed and hurting. Man it even hurt to eat lunch today. My lunch was good tho. lol.
.:I cant drive anywhere now, because my moms car is going to get fixed. The break pads are GONE and she has been grinding on the (things under the break pads, dont know what they are called) My dad also has to change the oil. The car was out of oil for awhile now. That car needs lots done to it. I even have to wash it (inside and out) I hate washing that car, only because its black and waterspots fast. I think Erick is going to let me wash his car. That will be cool. I dont know why I want to wash his car so bad. But it will help him out. That way the Kanadian will be clean.
.:Today at school was a cool day, this guy I know dressed up like a girl. Hes got long hair so he put it up in pig tails, tight pink (i think) shirt, a black mini skirt, make up (eye liner and blush) and last, he shaved his legs. Everyone got pictures of it to. lol. Erick paid some guy a dollar to go up and hit on him. it was funny.
.:I didnt really like second period today because Erick wasnt talking to me. I didnt know what to say to him or even if I should be talking to him. I dont like it when hes upset because it makes me sad. But Im not saying he can never feel sad or upset again, its just hard for me to get people happy again. Mostly guys because I dont know what to say or do (really because I never had to make a guy fel better about himself only because Erick is my REAl first boyfriend) I dont want to say something stupid like "Are you ok?" because its obvious that he wouldnt be. Or something you would say to a girl, "Everything will be alright" Is it ok to say that to a guy?? Im scared that if I say something wrong I'll sound stupid and dumb.
.:After school, I hung out and talked to Sophia for awhile. It was awsome. I really miss her. We need to hang out again sometime. Catch up on old times. REALLY! She didnt even know that I dont hang out with certin people anymore. I remember in second grade, I would hang out with her so much. She would walk me out to my car (yes, the little green bug we have today, but now its a race car. lol)
.:Tomorrow I have a History test to take and found out today! CRAZY! Its a big one to. I dont like my history class because he wont give us a study guide or anything, and our lessons last like two months. I love the teacher tho. Mr. Ross, he is such a funny teacher. Awsome to. Yesterday we spent five minutes talking about how Josh (Freeman) was smugling a sandwich, but he was doing it the wrong way. lol. The teacher said he was doing it the wrong way! So, Mr. Ross said he was going to bring in a sandwich and show us the right way to smugle a sandwich so the teacher wouldnt know. lol. But whatever.
.:Today is the day my own neighbors become my enemy. I thought I would never say this but its now TRUE! They fricken called the city hall on us because we have a non-driveable car on our property! What the hell?!? I didnt do shit to them, and they do this to me? Now I've got a fricken warning ticket on my car. So now, if my dad cant make that car runable within two weeks, were going to get fined $400.00 My dad doesnt even think they can fine us, because its not an abandoned car, and its on OUR property. It not hurting anyone!
.:Well, I got to go so I can finish writing all of my poems into my notebook. I've got lots of them. Reading them again is brining memories back to my mind. Yeah, some good and some bad. But its all ok.
.:The Sweetest, Kenzie
.:I cant drive anywhere now, because my moms car is going to get fixed. The break pads are GONE and she has been grinding on the (things under the break pads, dont know what they are called) My dad also has to change the oil. The car was out of oil for awhile now. That car needs lots done to it. I even have to wash it (inside and out) I hate washing that car, only because its black and waterspots fast. I think Erick is going to let me wash his car. That will be cool. I dont know why I want to wash his car so bad. But it will help him out. That way the Kanadian will be clean.
.:Today at school was a cool day, this guy I know dressed up like a girl. Hes got long hair so he put it up in pig tails, tight pink (i think) shirt, a black mini skirt, make up (eye liner and blush) and last, he shaved his legs. Everyone got pictures of it to. lol. Erick paid some guy a dollar to go up and hit on him. it was funny.
.:I didnt really like second period today because Erick wasnt talking to me. I didnt know what to say to him or even if I should be talking to him. I dont like it when hes upset because it makes me sad. But Im not saying he can never feel sad or upset again, its just hard for me to get people happy again. Mostly guys because I dont know what to say or do (really because I never had to make a guy fel better about himself only because Erick is my REAl first boyfriend) I dont want to say something stupid like "Are you ok?" because its obvious that he wouldnt be. Or something you would say to a girl, "Everything will be alright" Is it ok to say that to a guy?? Im scared that if I say something wrong I'll sound stupid and dumb.
.:After school, I hung out and talked to Sophia for awhile. It was awsome. I really miss her. We need to hang out again sometime. Catch up on old times. REALLY! She didnt even know that I dont hang out with certin people anymore. I remember in second grade, I would hang out with her so much. She would walk me out to my car (yes, the little green bug we have today, but now its a race car. lol)
.:Tomorrow I have a History test to take and found out today! CRAZY! Its a big one to. I dont like my history class because he wont give us a study guide or anything, and our lessons last like two months. I love the teacher tho. Mr. Ross, he is such a funny teacher. Awsome to. Yesterday we spent five minutes talking about how Josh (Freeman) was smugling a sandwich, but he was doing it the wrong way. lol. The teacher said he was doing it the wrong way! So, Mr. Ross said he was going to bring in a sandwich and show us the right way to smugle a sandwich so the teacher wouldnt know. lol. But whatever.
.:Today is the day my own neighbors become my enemy. I thought I would never say this but its now TRUE! They fricken called the city hall on us because we have a non-driveable car on our property! What the hell?!? I didnt do shit to them, and they do this to me? Now I've got a fricken warning ticket on my car. So now, if my dad cant make that car runable within two weeks, were going to get fined $400.00 My dad doesnt even think they can fine us, because its not an abandoned car, and its on OUR property. It not hurting anyone!
.:Well, I got to go so I can finish writing all of my poems into my notebook. I've got lots of them. Reading them again is brining memories back to my mind. Yeah, some good and some bad. But its all ok.
.:The Sweetest, Kenzie