& her foots out the door...
so last night as i was laying awake tossing and turning i realized that this rollercoster I'm on needs to end, and im not talkig about get off get back on im talking about full out coming to a stop! I cant do it anymore i cant be the girl in the shadows waiting for the call that seems to take weeks to come. Im sorry but i have had it! See I finally realized something last night, My love for him is so damn strong that i was blinded by the way things truly are between us. I made myself believe he loved me back when he didnt, i made myself believe that he and ia re as good as it gets and it isnt. I realized i needed to stop waiting on him and move on.... ANd i swear i said it before but this time i mean it no more me calling him, no more me going out of my way i figure if he really cares he'll start to show it if not my foots already out the door.