If your gonna kill me, you can kill me.......

Aug 10, 2004 08:49

Yeah i feel like slowly just a little every day im falling apart, my parents treat me like im 2 and i cant ever go ne where or do ne thing, im 15 and ive never been to a party thats had grls at it lol, yes very sad and not my fault, been invited to alot but my parents never let me go, and my little sister who is 13 has been to many dance partys and gets like everything she wants, like yesterday i made fun of her ears and my parents just go crazy on me cuz i was so rude so i get grounded for like forever, even though she tells my mom to shut up is rude to my mother and my little sister and hits everyone and never does her chores, and gripes when she doesnt get what she wants, she is still not in trouble and never gets punished, i cant take this ne more.....
What did i do to deserve this, i mean my parents arent divorced, we arent that poor, and i have a nice howse i think, im not starving, yet on the inside im falling apart, my emotions are all messed up, i dont know wat to think ne more, my parents tell me they dont trust me, even though ive never done ne thing or been ne where to make them not trust me, cuz they keep me cooped up in the howse all day and give me all the chores in my howse, im feeling this way just cuz im unfairly treated, its like people dont care what they say about me or ne thing yet i cant say ne thing to them or they are like that was mean or somthing gay like that, everyone acts like they can just walk all over me well someone is goin to get a rude awakening one day, im sick of everyone mistreating me, i dont deserve this....
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