May 14, 2005 22:36
Today i sat at home and did nothing...
morning: I woke up ate breakfast, went back to sleep
Afternoon: woke up went out side and cleaned out the garage.
Evening: Played my guitar, made a song (doesnt have music yet so basically it is a poem)
Now: updating this journal, and waiting for Becky to call me back
OK- I miss Becky a lot, i really havent seen her in a long time. She doesn't know how much i miss her becuz she doesnt just sit at home, she plays softball everyday until like 5:30-6:00...Which is totally gay. While shes doin that i am staying home on the computer getting fatter, which is not a good thing. Some times i wish it were so easy for me to just stop time and when i saw becky freeze the time we spend together so that it will never die, and i could always be with her. Out of no where today, Becky calls me and was like Im goin to this Spring Swing thing in Brandon, me being the kinda person i am was speechless and i didnt know what to say other than ok. I wish she would have told me sooner than like half hour before she had to leave. Today wasnt the best day, infact it was terrible...This morning Becky and i got into a fight (gay and stupid), and then she leaves... My mom me go outside and clean the stupid garage. Then i had to eat some gross dinner which was like barf. and now i am sitting here, in my pajamas. Waiting for Becky to call me so i can smile again, and atleast me kinda happy. Blah Blah Blah, im not very happy im done with this crap