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my life is just funny. i think when God made me, he was like "im gunna have some fun with this one"
so for someone like me, who got made fun of when she was younger, never been anything special in the looks department (shut the ef up im not making fun of myself or putting myself down im just saying nothing out of the ordinary) but the guys i REALLY wanted, i always got.
like zac. how many of us liked him every year when i was in new york? every chick at dvbs wanted him. we all SWOONED when he walked in the room haha and then i find out he likes me, and we were together for 6 months.
then aaron. GOD you all remember haha how long did i say he was gunna be mine. HOW LONG did i like him, it kinda makes me sick how much i did haha but look how that turned out we were together, fell in love, thought we would eventually get married one day, and he still begging for me to take him back. never thought in a million years HED be begging ME. haha
now with this i.g.m.y.l.m. thing (haha joi) lets see how that turns out. i dont know.
but now i dont have anyone, and like i said im not looking cuz i dont really care, but it sucks at times like now when i feel like cuddling and there is nobody :o( oh well haha
sorry i skipped the songs the last couple nights again. heres your 2 that your missing, actually i think its 3 now.
1. "augustine" - switchfoot
2. "you dont have to call" - usher
3. "build me up buttercup" - the foundations
god im talented, im holding about 5 convos online and texting joey and lukey at the same time.
dont hate ;)
so for someone like me, who got made fun of when she was younger, never been anything special in the looks department (shut the ef up im not making fun of myself or putting myself down im just saying nothing out of the ordinary) but the guys i REALLY wanted, i always got.
like zac. how many of us liked him every year when i was in new york? every chick at dvbs wanted him. we all SWOONED when he walked in the room haha and then i find out he likes me, and we were together for 6 months.
then aaron. GOD you all remember haha how long did i say he was gunna be mine. HOW LONG did i like him, it kinda makes me sick how much i did haha but look how that turned out we were together, fell in love, thought we would eventually get married one day, and he still begging for me to take him back. never thought in a million years HED be begging ME. haha
now with this i.g.m.y.l.m. thing (haha joi) lets see how that turns out. i dont know.
but now i dont have anyone, and like i said im not looking cuz i dont really care, but it sucks at times like now when i feel like cuddling and there is nobody :o( oh well haha
sorry i skipped the songs the last couple nights again. heres your 2 that your missing, actually i think its 3 now.
1. "augustine" - switchfoot
2. "you dont have to call" - usher
3. "build me up buttercup" - the foundations
god im talented, im holding about 5 convos online and texting joey and lukey at the same time.
dont hate ;)