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SPRING BREAK NEXT WEEK BABY!
ok..ive come to a realization about something. (ooo watch out big word!)
lately ive said i was "lonely" cuz i really want to find someone. i dont feel like that anymore. when someone comes, he comes. i think it was cuz of this "situation" a few people know about. (if you dont know probably better not to ask because i wont tell you) so thats over and done with cuz i just dont care anymore. im sick of people taking me for granted and treating me like shit. so yeah i dont care about that anymore. no more pointless hookups (and i mean it this time) im not gunna demean myself for that. no more of that crap. im fine by myself and when i find someone, great then ill be happy about that. but whatever. all the guys around here are assholes anyway (pardon my french) so its ok haha theyre all jerks. i think i still havent found one thats completely different from the rest haha i know thats an endless search right ;)
i really miss joi. shes shown me that no matter what shell always be there, shes the one person i know no matter what i do shell be there for me, no matter what i say to her or what happens. theres a very few others, and i love having that. its so nice to know that there are some people that care about you so much, they would do anything for you and will love you no matter what.
so yeah im sick, and it sucks your moms cack cuz i hate it. i thought i just had a cold but i cant eat or anything either, and my whole body hurts. today was worse than yesterday, even though i slept from 6 last nite to 930 this morning. whatever ill go to sleep in a little while again for a bit. its ok im a trooper i can handle it! *_*
so yeah SPRING BREAK NEXT WEEK BABY! if you wanna do something let me know, cuz there is no way im sitting home after work every day. i wanna go to dinner with brit and luke joey too cuz i havent seen them in FOREVER and i miss our little night outs. i have to make plans with kristie too cuz i dont hang out with her enough, and SARA we need to watch saved by the bell haha im dying. anyone else wanna make plans let me know its gunna be a hott week!
ok nothing else to say really, im back to my normal self, screw guys cuz they suck. *_* woot!
i know ill get comments on this entry, from all the chicks thinkin guys suck haha
peace out cub scouts *salutes*
oh yeah check it check it! every day im gunna put a new cool song up here and by the end of each month youll have a new cd of leileis cool picks what what! haha check it out!
ok..ive come to a realization about something. (ooo watch out big word!)
lately ive said i was "lonely" cuz i really want to find someone. i dont feel like that anymore. when someone comes, he comes. i think it was cuz of this "situation" a few people know about. (if you dont know probably better not to ask because i wont tell you) so thats over and done with cuz i just dont care anymore. im sick of people taking me for granted and treating me like shit. so yeah i dont care about that anymore. no more pointless hookups (and i mean it this time) im not gunna demean myself for that. no more of that crap. im fine by myself and when i find someone, great then ill be happy about that. but whatever. all the guys around here are assholes anyway (pardon my french) so its ok haha theyre all jerks. i think i still havent found one thats completely different from the rest haha i know thats an endless search right ;)
i really miss joi. shes shown me that no matter what shell always be there, shes the one person i know no matter what i do shell be there for me, no matter what i say to her or what happens. theres a very few others, and i love having that. its so nice to know that there are some people that care about you so much, they would do anything for you and will love you no matter what.
so yeah im sick, and it sucks your moms cack cuz i hate it. i thought i just had a cold but i cant eat or anything either, and my whole body hurts. today was worse than yesterday, even though i slept from 6 last nite to 930 this morning. whatever ill go to sleep in a little while again for a bit. its ok im a trooper i can handle it! *_*
so yeah SPRING BREAK NEXT WEEK BABY! if you wanna do something let me know, cuz there is no way im sitting home after work every day. i wanna go to dinner with brit and luke joey too cuz i havent seen them in FOREVER and i miss our little night outs. i have to make plans with kristie too cuz i dont hang out with her enough, and SARA we need to watch saved by the bell haha im dying. anyone else wanna make plans let me know its gunna be a hott week!
ok nothing else to say really, im back to my normal self, screw guys cuz they suck. *_* woot!
i know ill get comments on this entry, from all the chicks thinkin guys suck haha
peace out cub scouts *salutes*
oh yeah check it check it! every day im gunna put a new cool song up here and by the end of each month youll have a new cd of leileis cool picks what what! haha check it out!