Jan 15, 2007 10:41
so i'm hiding out at aden's because his dad is home.
this week has been crazy.
the people i've been hanging out with are a huge change from what i'm used to.
i'm meeting even more people..
and i'm just having fun without the worry of offense.
i must admit though... aden's room is mui comfy-o..
no school today, weee..
last night i chilled at amber's house and i brought out my feeder rat..
she was so pretty i couldn't bring myself to take her home and feed her to kenny.
Amber and i named her Jordan.
danny, reggie, amber, and jade are who i have been seeing alot more of lately.
i also met an attractive girl.
i saw Sean again. and little jon. at the ice cream place.
i'm happy that sean is doing so well for himself.
i'm confused but i'm happy.
i think when it's time to make the right decisions, i'll be ready.
i don't think anyone is really ready until the opportunity presents itself and SMACKS you in the face.
i'm not going to worry too much though.. i mean, i'm 17 years old.
who needs to worry.
i'm ready to go home. i have my band practice today. aden just brought my hot soy milk cocoa.
cutie patootie.
it's like i'm a secret pet that no one can know about. like jordan.
i'm going to lose (tone) about 20 lbs and try modeling again..
eating healthier. starting now. it's going to be excellent.
i'm tired. but i'm happy.
i miss alot of people. but i think a part of my is glad that we lost touch.
this wa i can make new friends and aquaintences without worry of hurt to thier feelings.
it feels wonderful to be able to walk through a place and know alot of people.
like numbers.. it feels awsome to know people outside of school..
or hollywood. it makes me smile thinking of it.
i wonder why no one uses livejournal anymore.
question to THOSE WHO STILL USE LIVEJOURNAL:
do you know how to access your earlier lj posts? like from years ago? because i can't figure it out.
PLEASE HELP!!
oh well.. i'll continue trying to figure it out.
laterrrzz..