Aug 04, 2006 21:05
i try to be happy and light..
what is the fucking deal, man??
a rant to all no-good emotionally inept fathers..
why can't you respect and trust those of us who make good decisions??
why don't you want to talk to us or look at us??
we didn't do anything but want and desperately need your approval..
you may not want us to be miserable, i don't know, but if you didn't then why do you let us go through what we go through without even glancing??
is support too much to ask for??
is it because we are our mother's children?? is it because you wanted a boy?
is it because we are gay?? why can't you realize.. all we want is for you to take notice of our acheivements and acknowledge us.. WE ARE PEOPLE!!
we are smart and beautiful and responsible.. we are loved and loveable..
what more could you ask for?? we change ourselves for you..
we will mask our true selves for your non existent approval..
just glance.. say something.. do something..
are you so emotionally incapable to show feeling for your own offspring??
A MISTAKE?!? you wanted abortion?!? a BOY?!? what?!?
what can i do for you to love me?? the police told us.. we'd never get what we wanted..
but still, we fight..
but one day.. oh yes, one day.. we'll stop caring..
then what will you do?? who will you crush..
fragility is wearing thin.. we're not as slow as you think..
WE CAN READ!! WE CAN THINK!! WE CAN SEE AND OBSERVE!!!
observation.. daddy.. we learned from you..
daddy.. you're not the only one will bad experiences..