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Havent updated in a little while so i thought i would....i guess...since i have nothing better to do.
I've been quiet lately, i'm not necessarily trying to be, just havent got a whole lot to say...i dont really do anything but go to work and then go hang out with my lovely...thank god for that time.
It's not that i'm quiet because i'm thinking or because anything is wrong...sometimes im just quiet, and sometimes people mistake that for me thinking about things....nope....just kinda quiet sometimes. I'm not a really loud person to begin with. Sometimes i feel like i have nothing to say at all other than the typical A to B bullshit...
All of our good good friends are up in seattle...but i cant see myself moving to seattle just because of friends. There would have to be something more for me waiting up there than friends. I think it would be a jackass move kinda to just get up and say *well....my friends moved...i guess i should too...cause i'm kinda lonely and all* nah' i cant do that, there just has to be something more ..like i said. Although a big part of all of our lives are our friends, you kinda just gotta live for yourself and not allow it all to revolve around them.
Since i've been working more than the typical *not having a job* thing, that just means that i dont ever get out to go have any fun, or i'm kinda pissy from dealing with people all day anyways, or i'm just fucking tired of all things. My knees arent use to having to stand for 6 or 7 hours at a time so they hurt like hell. They've always hurt now and again, but the throbbing going on now...and it's not the good kind. shiiiiiiite.
I've been quiet lately, i'm not necessarily trying to be, just havent got a whole lot to say...i dont really do anything but go to work and then go hang out with my lovely...thank god for that time.
It's not that i'm quiet because i'm thinking or because anything is wrong...sometimes im just quiet, and sometimes people mistake that for me thinking about things....nope....just kinda quiet sometimes. I'm not a really loud person to begin with. Sometimes i feel like i have nothing to say at all other than the typical A to B bullshit...
All of our good good friends are up in seattle...but i cant see myself moving to seattle just because of friends. There would have to be something more for me waiting up there than friends. I think it would be a jackass move kinda to just get up and say *well....my friends moved...i guess i should too...cause i'm kinda lonely and all* nah' i cant do that, there just has to be something more ..like i said. Although a big part of all of our lives are our friends, you kinda just gotta live for yourself and not allow it all to revolve around them.
Since i've been working more than the typical *not having a job* thing, that just means that i dont ever get out to go have any fun, or i'm kinda pissy from dealing with people all day anyways, or i'm just fucking tired of all things. My knees arent use to having to stand for 6 or 7 hours at a time so they hurt like hell. They've always hurt now and again, but the throbbing going on now...and it's not the good kind. shiiiiiiite.