Oct 15, 2005 18:44
blah i'm so bored i will update......
This is what is going on in my life right now
school is really really really hard for me right now. I hate my classes but i like being at school because my friends and stuff.
the dance really sucked last night.
I'm going to the movies with shayna tonight and staying at her house.
I'm really bored.
I have to pee.
I can't figure out how to put pictures on here lol.
I'm slowly loosing people that i thought were best friends which makes me sad.
No one in fpc even cares that I'm alive anymore except for tara :)everyone else has new and better friends.
I just watched the surreal life (i love that show)
austin is asleep & i wish he would wake up and take me somewhere.
i cant wait till church and youth group tomorrow :)
I love God<3
My stupid speech went horrible yesterday ahhhhh it sucked. It was about not smoking..... and i dont care what u say smoking is the stupidest thing in the whole world and your stupid and gay if u do it and the same for drinking. i hate stupid fags that think its cool. get a hold of your self your and idiot.
lol anyways sorry
im tired
i love someone :/
my family is amazing
i love my brother austin so much....
and same for my sister sinead
this update is long.
I miss a lot of people right now... :(
I'm sort of confused but content at the same time.
I love my new camera
I hate hate hate Mr. Braimans class just because it used to be fun and now it sucks.
I love the way we got to play red rover in school though.
I love acting really stupid.
I love the dress i wore to the dance last night.... HOT baby HOT
I love the way spenser is such a pimp lol
I love the way syaad danced with like 5,000 different girls last night like such a player..... hahah
I love the way my brother has been so nice to me lately.
hahhaha i really love the way austin took me out to lunch today and ordered a big ice cream thing and almost threw up and then got stuck in shaynas sweatshirt and couldnt get out.
i hate math
i hate math
i hate math
i hate math
i hate math
i really hate math
i hate midterms maybe cause i failed like all of them.
i love you
i love me
i love life pretty much
& i really love God
and i really love how crazy i can be
and i love the way people probably think im on drugs but im not because i find weird ways to have fun lol
although i hate soccer practice cause its hard but i love soccer.
and i lovedddd swim team but the season ended :(
and i loveddd this guy until something happened that i didnt love to see and it made me really sad very much but I'm over it...... ok im not
and thats all i have to love and hate
byeeeeeeee
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