THANK-YOU GOD!
Ok... so i am a little stressed about life. there is nothing more horrible than sitting around doing nothing and knowing that there really is so much more out there in the world but you can not do anything abot it because your stuck in the place you are in becuase you can not get far with out a little backing and right now i have no backing...
BUT!
life has just got a little better...
Allie is going to come home for my graduation, which she does not have have to go to but will. My grandma is coming down as well, i do not know how well that will go but it should be interesting. I am moving in four months to lake whales florida, i am listening and watching my incubus DVD... so right there you know nothing ever could go wrong while listening to incubus. And well i get a call from my mother and she said one of my teachers found a scholarship for me and all she needs to do is write a letter about me,on top of that it is worth $5000 which is just about the amount i need for the rest of my tution and if i get it i will only have to pay $3000 to $4000 out of my pocket for school a year... and that is opposed to 17,000. So so i am about to freak out and jump up and down cry... because i do not know if anyone knows how much i need this scholarship. this school is freakin amazing and i have to go there, this school is my home and well i want to be home... I just can not believe it. I have also rewrote my graduation speech and maid it longer like the lady asked my to do. so it should be good. i hope. Man this year has been amazing despite some of the crapy things that happened. I mean i miss all of my friends that have moved, shay, sab, nate, josh, allie... but it is ok becuase they all went and did what they wanted and are living their lives for themselves and well that is all i could ask for them to do.
BUT!
life has just got a little better...
Allie is going to come home for my graduation, which she does not have have to go to but will. My grandma is coming down as well, i do not know how well that will go but it should be interesting. I am moving in four months to lake whales florida, i am listening and watching my incubus DVD... so right there you know nothing ever could go wrong while listening to incubus. And well i get a call from my mother and she said one of my teachers found a scholarship for me and all she needs to do is write a letter about me,on top of that it is worth $5000 which is just about the amount i need for the rest of my tution and if i get it i will only have to pay $3000 to $4000 out of my pocket for school a year... and that is opposed to 17,000. So so i am about to freak out and jump up and down cry... because i do not know if anyone knows how much i need this scholarship. this school is freakin amazing and i have to go there, this school is my home and well i want to be home... I just can not believe it. I have also rewrote my graduation speech and maid it longer like the lady asked my to do. so it should be good. i hope. Man this year has been amazing despite some of the crapy things that happened. I mean i miss all of my friends that have moved, shay, sab, nate, josh, allie... but it is ok becuase they all went and did what they wanted and are living their lives for themselves and well that is all i could ask for them to do.