sick, cold, and loving every second of it
Life as i know it is completely... crazy... shocking... different... and amazing! As i sit in front of my computer wrapped up in a blanket starring outside wishing i had a kleenex so i can blow my nose (this cold or allergies, whatever it is, is really getting to me) and i am loving every second of it. I am completely confused about everything i have going on in my life, nothing is simple i am learning that quite well. I did get accepted to the two colleges i wanted to really really and i mean really wanted to go to Warner and USF. Both schools are amazing. Here is the down side of Warner, a lot of money because it is private. And the down side of USF no place to live well except for home and i do not want to commute, i would have to until i found a room mate. So i do not know what i should do. ANd of course my life can never be with out some kind of drama... but believe it or not, i think i finally found some good drama?! I think this kind of drama i am talking about is going to stick around until i break my fear, which is really hard to do. I know what i want, i know what my friends want, i know what i need right now, and now the only true question is, do i want what i need?