Nov 27, 2006 21:33
I've dug a hole so deep. I have this knot inside of me. From frustration? Perhaps. Desperation? Perhaps. Lack of control? Perhaps. I think there's many factors to take into account when determining what makes me feel the way I do, when I do. Sometimes I feel a slight tinge of hope. Other times, I feel so helpless and vulnerable and all I really want is for everything to be O.K. again. I dont like this "What the hell am I going to do?" feeling. Although mystery is sometimes inviting, this is one of those times when I wish I had a crystal ball to tell me my future so I know how to go about either fixing my future, or to continue on the route of which I travel.
When the parties are over, look to see who's still around. Then you'll know who your true friends are.
Sometimes we get so consumed with others that we neglect ourselves. And it works the other way around as well. We become so consumed with others that we neglect ourselves. Is there a happy medium anyone can reach without being too self absorbed, but at the same time not be to generous or selfless?