Love.....
Some people love romance, some people love lust, some people love for everything to make sense, some love reliability. I think that once you find yourself you'll know what it is you love about the world, then you'll search the world until you find the perfect girl that puts your heart at east...so you never question each others motives. And about falling out of love: people don't ever stop loving you once they begin to...they may no longer be enrapped in the passion of love they once had, but you can never stop loving someone once you start to.
I read this today and really started thinking about it. What if what Corey and i had was just young lust. If we really loved each other we wouldn't have hurt eachother so much. Maybe i havent been in love. Because on one hand i do love him. I love my family and justy and rachael and all my friends and i'm thinking the love i have and had for him is just the kind of love that grows over time. That it wasn't love at first sight or TRUE love...it was security love.
so we would break up only to have eachother back even though we knew in a few weeks we would be upset and we would hurt eachother again... its a terrible cycle to get caught up into but everyone young does it. loves a responsibility that takes more care and passion then anything else in life... love is not perfect ... but its good dream of a perfect love... and its even fun to search for one, without love we are nothing,
I'm not saying its a bad thing, if your loves a lie, love has plenty of different stages and meanings. And with a life built with a male I'm sure you will find some form of love, how could you not love a man that gave you children. But there may be a love out there waiting for us that is strong enough to create miracles and how sweet would that taste.
ok brain overload.....need a rest.......
I read this today and really started thinking about it. What if what Corey and i had was just young lust. If we really loved each other we wouldn't have hurt eachother so much. Maybe i havent been in love. Because on one hand i do love him. I love my family and justy and rachael and all my friends and i'm thinking the love i have and had for him is just the kind of love that grows over time. That it wasn't love at first sight or TRUE love...it was security love.
so we would break up only to have eachother back even though we knew in a few weeks we would be upset and we would hurt eachother again... its a terrible cycle to get caught up into but everyone young does it. loves a responsibility that takes more care and passion then anything else in life... love is not perfect ... but its good dream of a perfect love... and its even fun to search for one, without love we are nothing,
I'm not saying its a bad thing, if your loves a lie, love has plenty of different stages and meanings. And with a life built with a male I'm sure you will find some form of love, how could you not love a man that gave you children. But there may be a love out there waiting for us that is strong enough to create miracles and how sweet would that taste.
ok brain overload.....need a rest.......