so that everyone knows.
I'm not pregnant anymore. I miscarried last week.
It was a REALLY rough time all of last week. All I did was cry and stare at walls and watch tv. AJ took care of me. I just got off my antibiotics and all of that. I'm back on birth control. It's really hard to see blood when I go to the bathroom, because I know I shouldn't be bleeding. It's hard to take birthcontrol because I shouldn't have to take it for 6 more months.
I'm slowly getting over it. I'm still really saddened by my loss, but at the same time... now I don't have to worry about how I'll afford a baby... now I don't have to worry about losing AJ and being a single mother...
I'm not relieved about losing the baby, far from it. But I'm getting over it.
Send me flowers. I need them. :(
It was a REALLY rough time all of last week. All I did was cry and stare at walls and watch tv. AJ took care of me. I just got off my antibiotics and all of that. I'm back on birth control. It's really hard to see blood when I go to the bathroom, because I know I shouldn't be bleeding. It's hard to take birthcontrol because I shouldn't have to take it for 6 more months.
I'm slowly getting over it. I'm still really saddened by my loss, but at the same time... now I don't have to worry about how I'll afford a baby... now I don't have to worry about losing AJ and being a single mother...
I'm not relieved about losing the baby, far from it. But I'm getting over it.
Send me flowers. I need them. :(