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i'm not good enough for you am i? I never was and I'm starting to realize that I'll never be. Maybe I shouldn't care. I don't but in some twisted sick way, I do. I don't know why... but I do. You've treated me like nothing but crap but for some reason, I still call you and want to talk to you. I mean... that was fucked up on so many levels but I don't know... maybe it's finally over. The last chapter has been written and we've both moved on. I don't know... school starts wednesday. Danielle and I are going out tomorrow night for dinner. Steve called me a jerk face so I don't know if he's coming. ha... anyways... I thought I would get up and make the attempt to update this new journal but I dont seem to have too much to say right now.. oh well.. untill next time kids....