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[urinnerzebra]

I dont know what it was about today but it was just awesome for 4 minutes and 53 seconds. It was raining all day so the roads were wet but looked so fresh. All i could see were miles of storm clouds. Polaris by Jimmy Eat World was my music in the background. You know how you just connect with a song at times that it just takes you out of the world for a few minutes because somehow it just impacts you like no other? I felt like I was filming my own movie..you know those parts in the movie that is all slow motion, the song plays, the world is silent. I couldnt hear the cars whiz my me, horns honking,..nothing but the music. The world slowed down and was quiet for the very first time. Then the storm clouds broke and the sunset was shinning down, beaming on the little part of lynn road that I was on. And somehow through all that, all I could think was "everything is gonna be allright". Any doubts or insecurities I had about my future just went away. It was just me, the music, and the world and my breath was taken away in awe of its beauty. i didnt think this world had that much potential of being so beautiful. I just felt so inspired. I dont even think I could convey how I felt at that moment with accuracy...i just did. Something in my head clicked. I have nothing to be afraid of..there is nothing to fear. Yet I dont know why Im afraid or was afraid.

"...what are you hoping for?"

what a weird 4 minutes and 53 seconds. it was just incredible. (I must sound like a crazy person, dont hate me haha)