Jan 30, 2007 09:47
the sheer exhileration of it all. the absolute feeling of power, and withdrawal from emotion and the moral trappings of the most high god. the feeling of complete detachment from every hangup I have ever known limiting my behavior. and the ravaging revenge of the chaos made it sweeter than it could have ever been. I suppose this is the beginning of the descent into hell. the descent into madness.
the only way to lose the pain of being a man, is to become a beast.
well, I suppose good things could be said in the way of romance. short, sweet moments that remind me what it's like to be alive again for the very first time. but the possibility of mutuality on this one is inconceivable.
but it's not wrong or bad to dream and ride the wave.
buy the ticket, take the ride.