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i called my mother out on some things. what did she do? she played stupid. somehow i thought it would make me feel better if i confronted her. i'm not quite sure how i feel. i still feel highly disappointed. i still feel angry. i can only feel better knowing that i tried to make her admit the truth. i let her know that i am aware of certain things. so she lives in denial. well, i am not going to live in denial. i am going to admit what happened. i am going to move on. i am going to heal. i am going to have a better life. i know it will take time, but i MUST heal.