Heroin Is Power
Alright, today: shit
Because of the fact that Holly isn't responding to my sms', which makes me worry, then get angry and sad because of the stupid thoughts that run through my head for reasons why she isn't replying. it's more than likely something simple like her phone is off, or not with her... I miss her so so much, and I want to be with her more than anything, but as yet, it is not to be. ...I fear today will be the first day in a long time that I actually haven't seen her at all, this saddens me greatly.
So I went into town today, hopeing to see Holly of course, but I did see Ash, working hard, heh. and spent Chantalls lunch break with her, also seen Lauren and Grace. so that was that, the rest of my time was spent inside my headphones, and thanks to my iPod, was entertained by a choice selection of tunes.
I love you Holly, with all my heart.
Later.
Because of the fact that Holly isn't responding to my sms', which makes me worry, then get angry and sad because of the stupid thoughts that run through my head for reasons why she isn't replying. it's more than likely something simple like her phone is off, or not with her... I miss her so so much, and I want to be with her more than anything, but as yet, it is not to be. ...I fear today will be the first day in a long time that I actually haven't seen her at all, this saddens me greatly.
So I went into town today, hopeing to see Holly of course, but I did see Ash, working hard, heh. and spent Chantalls lunch break with her, also seen Lauren and Grace. so that was that, the rest of my time was spent inside my headphones, and thanks to my iPod, was entertained by a choice selection of tunes.
I love you Holly, with all my heart.
Later.