She acts just like a nurse with all the other guys
I must be going insane
There I was sitting cross-legged at the top of the poppet head and all I could think about was jumping off. I'm not even sure why. I continued to sit and think and look at my phone, on the edge of tears, staring at Lauras name, then Moiras... thinking about sending them an sms of my thoughts. I decided not to share because I didn't want to bother them with my depressive shit, and seem like some loser crying out for some attention, because when it comes down to it, I'm pretty sure thats all I was doing. I feel rather alone, and in which case want some attention. Not only attention, I think I'm really starting to crave affection. So yes, anyway... I walked home. I'm sure this mood will pass.
On a lighter note, I have an RDO on Monday. 3 day weekend, yay. every second week aswell, just to make things better.
There I was sitting cross-legged at the top of the poppet head and all I could think about was jumping off. I'm not even sure why. I continued to sit and think and look at my phone, on the edge of tears, staring at Lauras name, then Moiras... thinking about sending them an sms of my thoughts. I decided not to share because I didn't want to bother them with my depressive shit, and seem like some loser crying out for some attention, because when it comes down to it, I'm pretty sure thats all I was doing. I feel rather alone, and in which case want some attention. Not only attention, I think I'm really starting to crave affection. So yes, anyway... I walked home. I'm sure this mood will pass.
On a lighter note, I have an RDO on Monday. 3 day weekend, yay. every second week aswell, just to make things better.