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So tuesday was super boring all I did was study for Physio all day.
Wednesday was better. I went to all of my classes. I ran into Devin at holmes that was kind of akward for me because of brad. I took my exam. It didnt go that great. I got the results back today and lets just say I dont want to talk about it. After my exam I had to work which sucked. I had two highschool games by myself. I made some good tip money though. After work Shaun and Katie came over and got drunk with my and the boyfriend (jack daniels) It was entertaining we just sat around bull shit for awhile then We called Justin Salmei (sp) to see if he went to MSU now and that was stupid cause we were so drunk. Then Rach needed a ride home from the bar so we started calling everyone in our phone books looking for people that could drive. I even asked Bobby?? For those of you that dont know he live over an hour away. i was talking to him online about work cause Halliday's lost my last pay check and for some reason was convinced that he could come get her. Rach got back here and we all hung out. Katie ordered food and rach was really aganist that plan for some reason and wrote a song about how food was stupid haha. Out of now where she wanted me to call Adam and get him over here. So at like 3 am we called him and left a voice mail rach is singing her song in the back ground and i'm telling him how he needs to come over asap. We are sweet I know. Not everyone can be as cool as us.
Thursday I went to class. I worked out and was a huge bum the rest of the day. I had to work nine to midnight. I gossiped with mike for awhile after work about life in general. I got back to my apartment about 1 am and katie was still hanging out so we all chilled for a little bit before i went to bed. I
I didnt feel well on friday so I didnt go to class I slept till like 11. I worked out. I went to work at the rink. I got done at 10:30ish. Then went over to penders for a small get together. It was a lot of fun except for the one drunk guy that was out of control trying to kiss me and naomi and falling all over the place. I made Pender be my cockblock all night. We were coming up with how you knew it was a gay gaffitti party Mine was I have been here 45 mins and my boobs arent drawn on yet haha lets face it at graffitti parties that is the first thing a straight drunk guy goes for haha. It was nice to just hang out have a couple drinks and some pizza. Rach came and got me around 3am. That is when my Random ass weekend started. Spence called me at 3am and just started talking to me in general which is werid for him cause he isnt a phone person. For those of you that dont know spence is what you would call my summer boyfriend? Kind of we are never exclusive but I see him most weekends in the summer. i started giving him crap about not coming to see me at MSU knowing that his car would never make it here. He response was If you come get me I'll spend the weekend with you. I was like i cant drive there and back and then take you guys home that is stupid then he was like come on be spontanious (sp) and i thought about i was like I'm never spontanious and then i thought about the guy i was into and do i want to risk that but since he hadnt talked to me all week and blocked me on aim i figured yea that isnt going any where good at the moment so I at 3:30 I drove up to Alger and picked up Spence and Koz. Spence drove back to MSU while matt passed out in the back seat. So spence and i got to talk and he told me how he missed me which was nice to hear. We got back to east lansing about 7:30 we went and got beer and started drinking at 8am we woke rach up around 10 and got her to play cards with us. I stopped drinking around 10 cause i had to go to work. It was killing me cause I hadnt gone to bed yet. Work sucked. The boys came and got me. I guess they went to the bar and to McDonalds. We all took a nap. I got to cuddle with Spence that lasted about 2 hours before got up. We went and got more booze and pizza. We sat around played cards and watched supertroopers for the 3rd time they tried to start it a 4th time and i was enough i have other movies so we put in fight club. Britney from Halliday's came over and partied with us and then Nicole showed up. She didnt stay long. Asian Joe (from Dekes) called me back cause i had called him looking to take spence and Koz to a college party and he told me of this party right down the street from me. So we met him there. Turns out most of the frat was there so that was kind of cool. I introduced Britney to all the guys. I think matt and Spence were a little over whelmed at first but they fit in soon enough I tried to get spence a game of beer pong cause he had never played before but the beer ran out before we got a turn. We came back to the apartment Rach was home from the game so we drank some more and played more cards. Britney left are 3. soon after that we went to bed. I forget how much i like to lay next to someone and cuddle till you fall asleep. Spence let me fall asleep with my head on his chest which i love cause then you can hear their heart beat. I didnt sleep well cause i guess kept pushing up on him so he had to wake me up and get me to move every 2 hours or so. Rach said he snored really really load she kept kicking him i never noticed. thank god i can sleep through everything.
Sunday i woke up as spence was leaving to smoke around 9. (they did do a really good job not smoking in the apartment!!!) He didnt come back right away So I went out in the hallway and found him sitting at the big window watching everything go by. He let me lay there and for about 15 - 20 mins we watched a squirral and cars go by with an occasional comment. I love moments like that were you just get to be with the person. We went back a laid down in the living room and just laid with one another And he kissed me my favorite way the rest of morning and gave me a back rub. Its werid to think that out of all the guys i have ever been with he treats me the best and he is a poor stoner townie probably not going very far. We went back to Alger around noon. Matt drove there. I stopped in and talked to Spence's parents for a little bit and played with Bruno. His parents are so nice Spence says they really like me although his mom says she is going to make fun of me for being talked into this crazy weekend. It was cute Spence told me to drive safe and gave me a kiss bye. I got back here and had to study but I had like 10 hours of sleep all weekend so I laid down but was to tired to sleep. If that makes sense. So i got up made dinner and started to study. Around midnight shit hit the fan for me. I found out i was pretty much used again. I got pissed then I had to have that convo to discuss what happened and why it helps to have those convos and he actually called me twice to check on me but it still sucks when someone you like (and for me that is rare to like someone enough to consider to have something more with them) screws you over. So I'll try and be happy for him since he is happy and that is what is important right? If he wasnt going to be happy with me then I'm better off but it still sucks. I cried a lot last night ended up making myself sick from crying so hard. I hate when i get that worked up about people. What makes it worse is the fact I dont think has the right idea about me or my friends. I hope we'll be friends again cause i hate to cut people out of my life but like i said it still hurts and still sucks.
I stayed up till 3 then got up at 6 to work on my paper and study. I had my exam today which went well. I came back and worked out and havent passe out yet and it is now 10 but I'm about to pass out. Tomorrow I think I'm doing nothing between my class and work.
Koz and Spence!!
Hanging out playing some cards
Britney and I! Do we look related cause i got asked more the once if we were on saturday?
At a "college party" With some of the deke boys...my boys were off some where trying to fit in!
Wednesday was better. I went to all of my classes. I ran into Devin at holmes that was kind of akward for me because of brad. I took my exam. It didnt go that great. I got the results back today and lets just say I dont want to talk about it. After my exam I had to work which sucked. I had two highschool games by myself. I made some good tip money though. After work Shaun and Katie came over and got drunk with my and the boyfriend (jack daniels) It was entertaining we just sat around bull shit for awhile then We called Justin Salmei (sp) to see if he went to MSU now and that was stupid cause we were so drunk. Then Rach needed a ride home from the bar so we started calling everyone in our phone books looking for people that could drive. I even asked Bobby?? For those of you that dont know he live over an hour away. i was talking to him online about work cause Halliday's lost my last pay check and for some reason was convinced that he could come get her. Rach got back here and we all hung out. Katie ordered food and rach was really aganist that plan for some reason and wrote a song about how food was stupid haha. Out of now where she wanted me to call Adam and get him over here. So at like 3 am we called him and left a voice mail rach is singing her song in the back ground and i'm telling him how he needs to come over asap. We are sweet I know. Not everyone can be as cool as us.
Thursday I went to class. I worked out and was a huge bum the rest of the day. I had to work nine to midnight. I gossiped with mike for awhile after work about life in general. I got back to my apartment about 1 am and katie was still hanging out so we all chilled for a little bit before i went to bed. I
I didnt feel well on friday so I didnt go to class I slept till like 11. I worked out. I went to work at the rink. I got done at 10:30ish. Then went over to penders for a small get together. It was a lot of fun except for the one drunk guy that was out of control trying to kiss me and naomi and falling all over the place. I made Pender be my cockblock all night. We were coming up with how you knew it was a gay gaffitti party Mine was I have been here 45 mins and my boobs arent drawn on yet haha lets face it at graffitti parties that is the first thing a straight drunk guy goes for haha. It was nice to just hang out have a couple drinks and some pizza. Rach came and got me around 3am. That is when my Random ass weekend started. Spence called me at 3am and just started talking to me in general which is werid for him cause he isnt a phone person. For those of you that dont know spence is what you would call my summer boyfriend? Kind of we are never exclusive but I see him most weekends in the summer. i started giving him crap about not coming to see me at MSU knowing that his car would never make it here. He response was If you come get me I'll spend the weekend with you. I was like i cant drive there and back and then take you guys home that is stupid then he was like come on be spontanious (sp) and i thought about i was like I'm never spontanious and then i thought about the guy i was into and do i want to risk that but since he hadnt talked to me all week and blocked me on aim i figured yea that isnt going any where good at the moment so I at 3:30 I drove up to Alger and picked up Spence and Koz. Spence drove back to MSU while matt passed out in the back seat. So spence and i got to talk and he told me how he missed me which was nice to hear. We got back to east lansing about 7:30 we went and got beer and started drinking at 8am we woke rach up around 10 and got her to play cards with us. I stopped drinking around 10 cause i had to go to work. It was killing me cause I hadnt gone to bed yet. Work sucked. The boys came and got me. I guess they went to the bar and to McDonalds. We all took a nap. I got to cuddle with Spence that lasted about 2 hours before got up. We went and got more booze and pizza. We sat around played cards and watched supertroopers for the 3rd time they tried to start it a 4th time and i was enough i have other movies so we put in fight club. Britney from Halliday's came over and partied with us and then Nicole showed up. She didnt stay long. Asian Joe (from Dekes) called me back cause i had called him looking to take spence and Koz to a college party and he told me of this party right down the street from me. So we met him there. Turns out most of the frat was there so that was kind of cool. I introduced Britney to all the guys. I think matt and Spence were a little over whelmed at first but they fit in soon enough I tried to get spence a game of beer pong cause he had never played before but the beer ran out before we got a turn. We came back to the apartment Rach was home from the game so we drank some more and played more cards. Britney left are 3. soon after that we went to bed. I forget how much i like to lay next to someone and cuddle till you fall asleep. Spence let me fall asleep with my head on his chest which i love cause then you can hear their heart beat. I didnt sleep well cause i guess kept pushing up on him so he had to wake me up and get me to move every 2 hours or so. Rach said he snored really really load she kept kicking him i never noticed. thank god i can sleep through everything.
Sunday i woke up as spence was leaving to smoke around 9. (they did do a really good job not smoking in the apartment!!!) He didnt come back right away So I went out in the hallway and found him sitting at the big window watching everything go by. He let me lay there and for about 15 - 20 mins we watched a squirral and cars go by with an occasional comment. I love moments like that were you just get to be with the person. We went back a laid down in the living room and just laid with one another And he kissed me my favorite way the rest of morning and gave me a back rub. Its werid to think that out of all the guys i have ever been with he treats me the best and he is a poor stoner townie probably not going very far. We went back to Alger around noon. Matt drove there. I stopped in and talked to Spence's parents for a little bit and played with Bruno. His parents are so nice Spence says they really like me although his mom says she is going to make fun of me for being talked into this crazy weekend. It was cute Spence told me to drive safe and gave me a kiss bye. I got back here and had to study but I had like 10 hours of sleep all weekend so I laid down but was to tired to sleep. If that makes sense. So i got up made dinner and started to study. Around midnight shit hit the fan for me. I found out i was pretty much used again. I got pissed then I had to have that convo to discuss what happened and why it helps to have those convos and he actually called me twice to check on me but it still sucks when someone you like (and for me that is rare to like someone enough to consider to have something more with them) screws you over. So I'll try and be happy for him since he is happy and that is what is important right? If he wasnt going to be happy with me then I'm better off but it still sucks. I cried a lot last night ended up making myself sick from crying so hard. I hate when i get that worked up about people. What makes it worse is the fact I dont think has the right idea about me or my friends. I hope we'll be friends again cause i hate to cut people out of my life but like i said it still hurts and still sucks.
I stayed up till 3 then got up at 6 to work on my paper and study. I had my exam today which went well. I came back and worked out and havent passe out yet and it is now 10 but I'm about to pass out. Tomorrow I think I'm doing nothing between my class and work.
Koz and Spence!!
Hanging out playing some cards
Britney and I! Do we look related cause i got asked more the once if we were on saturday?
At a "college party" With some of the deke boys...my boys were off some where trying to fit in!