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So I'm sitting at work right now avoiding homework so I thought it would be a good time to update. Lets see Monday was the same old same old other then I got a drunk phone call at 3am from one of my favorite people. It was a good convo. It just made me see how bad I have it for this guy. I just hope things work out eventually.
Tuesday I actually got up and made it to gentics. Then I went back to the apartment to get ready for my pointless shift at the front desk. (its a 45 min long shift that I have to come in from off campus the work someones lunch break)I get there just to find out that Mary had the day off so I didnt need to come in. I love when the superviors let me know these things. So I left from there to go to canton for a few hours. One of my fillings fell out on sunday night so I had to go get it filled. Also I got my breaks done on wednesday so I had to go buy parts for them to install so it would be cheaper. I got there and my dad took me to go get break pads and window wipers and all that good stuff. Cause really I have no idea when it comes to cars so I figured I needed some help. I tried asking Bobby and Matt so I could go to the murray's around here but they got back to me to late. So after that I went to the dentist. I am one of those people that hates the dentist, but not for the normal reasons. I dont mind the drillings or anything like that. I hate the dentist because she has the worse and I mean the worse time managment skills i have seen in anyone. On top of it she is one of my moms best friends so I cant go and find a new one. I had an apointment at 2:30 all they have to do it fill in a hole in my tooth its not like they have to drill it. So I'm thinking its gonna be like 1/2 hour. WRONG!! She didnt see my till 3. Then she numbed me because she had to do a small amount of drilling to clean up the area, whatever. I tell her I have to be out of there by 3:45 at the lastest cause i have to make it back up to East lansing to work my other job. She is like no problem it wont take that long. She is like I'll be back in a few minutes once your numb. She doesnt come back till 3:35 at this point I'm not numb anymore. She tried this new stuff on my so I only had to be numb in the gum instead of my whole face which was nice but it didnt last long. So she starts drilling and she hits a nerve. I start crying like a baby cause it hurt and I'm stressed cause she is going to make me late to work cause she scheduals 4 people at the same time. She has kind of an open office so i can hear every thing going on in all the rooms after she left me she went and saw two other people and had one being preped. She had to numb my whole right 1/2 of my face then drill then fill. I didnt get out of there till after 4. I was pissed. So I called Shaun to see if He'd cover for me till I got there. He did. I love him for that. Its great getting your friend a job at the same place you work.
Wednesday I went to my one and only class. Then out to Brighton to get my breaks done at the place my cousin works so she got my a nice deal. While they did my car Jessie (my cousin) and I went out to lunch. Matt joined us. It was a good time. We went back to the dealership. I had to wait around about an hour so I colored, while jessie worked haha. Then I went back to east lansing for work. It was a good shift. I got to work with Shaun. He asked me if I was going to Justins party on friday. I'm like what are you talking about. He is like you didnt get a facebook invite I was like no why would I? and why would I go? I will probably never be friends with Justin again. He laughed and was like o yea. He is like will I can bring a guest. I laughed and told him if i felt like causing trouble on friday I'd call him. I stayed the night in E.L. because I was to tired to carry all my dirty clothes down 4 flights of stairs. Isnt that sad? Then again I had 4 trash bags full.
Thursday was thanksgiving!! I love thanksgiving. I got home and visited with the parents. My mom forgot some stuff so she sent me and my sister to meijer it was crazy there!! The rest of the Potters came over to our house and so did our neighbors. Dinner was awsome. I got to drink this time but I'm not sure i want my parents to see my drunk yet so I kept it to just a few. I'll have thanksgiving pictures up at my yahoo site soon. Believe it or not I got stuck at the kids table with jessie and the neighbor girl i used to babysit claire. 20 years old and I'm still sitting at the kids table.
Friday was boring. I hung out with my cat most of the day haha. I went and saw amanda. I took her out to lunch for her birhtday. i dont think i have seen her since may, which is so werid cause i used to see her once a week...for my whole life. After that I went to the eye doctor. everything was good. I went home and had a huge pointless fight with Kyle online. he seems to really want back into my life buts is for sex and I cant let go of the past. I try to forgive and forget but when someone that your sleeping with tells you they dont respect you anymore that sucks. Then to have them call you fat and threaten to post certain photos online. Its really hard to forget it. and he does do something right like he called me and told me happy thanksgiving and he calls when he said he was going to but at the same time when he asks to hang out I'll tell him its just to hang out and then he wont do that unless I promise to do something sexual so then I wont hang out with him cause that just shows me its a sex thing. After that blow I was looking forward to hanging out with Bobby since i hadnt seen him since he helped me move all my shit into my apartment. But those plans fell through. So now he owes me haha.
Saturday I went up north with my sister. My mom and Dad had gone up the day before. We did a second thanksgiving with my mom's family. I know they are all crazy but whatever. My cousin eric has now had 2 babies Rose is going to be 3 in march. She is soooo cute so i played with her a lot. She has no fear and speaks very well for a 3 year old. She is going to something special I think. My mom kicked my ass in Euchere. It was crazy how many people we fit into my cabin up north. I was supossed to hang out with Spence this weekend but that also fell through. I might go up next weekend to see him and party for Matt Koz's 21st birthday but its not likely.
Today i waited around to see if I was gonna see spence today but like i said all of our plans fell through. I bummed around the apartment for a little bit and now I'm here at work. 5 till midnight. I cant wait to get some of these pay checks!!
I know this entry is getting long but I need to vent about boys cause I'm annoyed by most of them. As I mentioned above kyle is working his way back into my life but I dont think i can go through that whole mess again.
Call me crazy cause I know lance is like the worse thing i could do to myself but I do miss him from time to time. Especially when both of his friends call me. It just makes me think about him. And to make it worse I found out he has been cheating on his fiance. I was trying to be happy for him (not really but I'm gonna say i was) but to find out he was cheating and it wasnt me he called to be the other women was like he is completly over me cause lance always calls me when he is going to be unfaithful (that sounds bad but i dont know about the girl till afterward) and he still has me thinking about him. Whatever I'll get over him its just hard to know he has someone when he is such an ass hole and everyone I find treats me like shit.
While driving home today I wanted to vent I used to use my best guy friends for this role but it turns out both of them are ass holes too. Brad and I havent spoken since the first week of school which sucks cause he was one of my best friends same thing with justin although he told me he used me which is why I dont want to be friends with him it still sucks cause it just makes you think your friendship meant nothing to them.
Even Dan my "have fun with guy" in East lansing (I'm not gonna lie i have a couple of them) is being a jerk. He asks me one day when we are together to start getting together more regualorly I was like that would be great. Well I have called him to get together more regulorly and he hasnt anwsered once so what ever.
I just put my new song obsession on my myspace!!
I guess I'm done and I feel a little bit better now.
Tuesday I actually got up and made it to gentics. Then I went back to the apartment to get ready for my pointless shift at the front desk. (its a 45 min long shift that I have to come in from off campus the work someones lunch break)I get there just to find out that Mary had the day off so I didnt need to come in. I love when the superviors let me know these things. So I left from there to go to canton for a few hours. One of my fillings fell out on sunday night so I had to go get it filled. Also I got my breaks done on wednesday so I had to go buy parts for them to install so it would be cheaper. I got there and my dad took me to go get break pads and window wipers and all that good stuff. Cause really I have no idea when it comes to cars so I figured I needed some help. I tried asking Bobby and Matt so I could go to the murray's around here but they got back to me to late. So after that I went to the dentist. I am one of those people that hates the dentist, but not for the normal reasons. I dont mind the drillings or anything like that. I hate the dentist because she has the worse and I mean the worse time managment skills i have seen in anyone. On top of it she is one of my moms best friends so I cant go and find a new one. I had an apointment at 2:30 all they have to do it fill in a hole in my tooth its not like they have to drill it. So I'm thinking its gonna be like 1/2 hour. WRONG!! She didnt see my till 3. Then she numbed me because she had to do a small amount of drilling to clean up the area, whatever. I tell her I have to be out of there by 3:45 at the lastest cause i have to make it back up to East lansing to work my other job. She is like no problem it wont take that long. She is like I'll be back in a few minutes once your numb. She doesnt come back till 3:35 at this point I'm not numb anymore. She tried this new stuff on my so I only had to be numb in the gum instead of my whole face which was nice but it didnt last long. So she starts drilling and she hits a nerve. I start crying like a baby cause it hurt and I'm stressed cause she is going to make me late to work cause she scheduals 4 people at the same time. She has kind of an open office so i can hear every thing going on in all the rooms after she left me she went and saw two other people and had one being preped. She had to numb my whole right 1/2 of my face then drill then fill. I didnt get out of there till after 4. I was pissed. So I called Shaun to see if He'd cover for me till I got there. He did. I love him for that. Its great getting your friend a job at the same place you work.
Wednesday I went to my one and only class. Then out to Brighton to get my breaks done at the place my cousin works so she got my a nice deal. While they did my car Jessie (my cousin) and I went out to lunch. Matt joined us. It was a good time. We went back to the dealership. I had to wait around about an hour so I colored, while jessie worked haha. Then I went back to east lansing for work. It was a good shift. I got to work with Shaun. He asked me if I was going to Justins party on friday. I'm like what are you talking about. He is like you didnt get a facebook invite I was like no why would I? and why would I go? I will probably never be friends with Justin again. He laughed and was like o yea. He is like will I can bring a guest. I laughed and told him if i felt like causing trouble on friday I'd call him. I stayed the night in E.L. because I was to tired to carry all my dirty clothes down 4 flights of stairs. Isnt that sad? Then again I had 4 trash bags full.
Thursday was thanksgiving!! I love thanksgiving. I got home and visited with the parents. My mom forgot some stuff so she sent me and my sister to meijer it was crazy there!! The rest of the Potters came over to our house and so did our neighbors. Dinner was awsome. I got to drink this time but I'm not sure i want my parents to see my drunk yet so I kept it to just a few. I'll have thanksgiving pictures up at my yahoo site soon. Believe it or not I got stuck at the kids table with jessie and the neighbor girl i used to babysit claire. 20 years old and I'm still sitting at the kids table.
Friday was boring. I hung out with my cat most of the day haha. I went and saw amanda. I took her out to lunch for her birhtday. i dont think i have seen her since may, which is so werid cause i used to see her once a week...for my whole life. After that I went to the eye doctor. everything was good. I went home and had a huge pointless fight with Kyle online. he seems to really want back into my life buts is for sex and I cant let go of the past. I try to forgive and forget but when someone that your sleeping with tells you they dont respect you anymore that sucks. Then to have them call you fat and threaten to post certain photos online. Its really hard to forget it. and he does do something right like he called me and told me happy thanksgiving and he calls when he said he was going to but at the same time when he asks to hang out I'll tell him its just to hang out and then he wont do that unless I promise to do something sexual so then I wont hang out with him cause that just shows me its a sex thing. After that blow I was looking forward to hanging out with Bobby since i hadnt seen him since he helped me move all my shit into my apartment. But those plans fell through. So now he owes me haha.
Saturday I went up north with my sister. My mom and Dad had gone up the day before. We did a second thanksgiving with my mom's family. I know they are all crazy but whatever. My cousin eric has now had 2 babies Rose is going to be 3 in march. She is soooo cute so i played with her a lot. She has no fear and speaks very well for a 3 year old. She is going to something special I think. My mom kicked my ass in Euchere. It was crazy how many people we fit into my cabin up north. I was supossed to hang out with Spence this weekend but that also fell through. I might go up next weekend to see him and party for Matt Koz's 21st birthday but its not likely.
Today i waited around to see if I was gonna see spence today but like i said all of our plans fell through. I bummed around the apartment for a little bit and now I'm here at work. 5 till midnight. I cant wait to get some of these pay checks!!
I know this entry is getting long but I need to vent about boys cause I'm annoyed by most of them. As I mentioned above kyle is working his way back into my life but I dont think i can go through that whole mess again.
Call me crazy cause I know lance is like the worse thing i could do to myself but I do miss him from time to time. Especially when both of his friends call me. It just makes me think about him. And to make it worse I found out he has been cheating on his fiance. I was trying to be happy for him (not really but I'm gonna say i was) but to find out he was cheating and it wasnt me he called to be the other women was like he is completly over me cause lance always calls me when he is going to be unfaithful (that sounds bad but i dont know about the girl till afterward) and he still has me thinking about him. Whatever I'll get over him its just hard to know he has someone when he is such an ass hole and everyone I find treats me like shit.
While driving home today I wanted to vent I used to use my best guy friends for this role but it turns out both of them are ass holes too. Brad and I havent spoken since the first week of school which sucks cause he was one of my best friends same thing with justin although he told me he used me which is why I dont want to be friends with him it still sucks cause it just makes you think your friendship meant nothing to them.
Even Dan my "have fun with guy" in East lansing (I'm not gonna lie i have a couple of them) is being a jerk. He asks me one day when we are together to start getting together more regualorly I was like that would be great. Well I have called him to get together more regulorly and he hasnt anwsered once so what ever.
I just put my new song obsession on my myspace!!
I guess I'm done and I feel a little bit better now.