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Alright havent updated all month long. Ton of shit going on right now. During that last week of june I was home by myself. For the most part it was a good week. I worked a lot. Kristen and Brett came over one night and we had some drinks, played pooled and did some kareoke (sp), Also Bradley came to see me. Its offical we are friends again. I missed him so much. We tried CiCi's pizza that opened up in canton. It was pretty good. I'd go back. Since then we talk on the phone when i'm up north on the beach i call him so that is cool. My sis called me from up north and told me spence had come by looking for me which i thought was sweet. I hung out with the girls from work on suday. We had margarita's and lit off some fire works. Cookie (laura's dog is crazy). It was a lot of fun. I like them a lot. The only down part of the week was when i realized just how used i was and how much i hated the situation i was in with certain people. So i lost another really good guy friend. It sucks cause i really did like him and he was a good friend but i couldnt keep getting set up to get knocked down again. i hate crying over boys but the night i had that convo i was up crying having a hard time going to sleep. Which sucked the most is to find out part of the problem with me was my age and the fact i dont play spots. To be honest I usually go for older guys, taller guys and i do play sports just never on a team team and dont even tell me dance is not a sport, but really when it comes down to it i dont need to justify myself to him. So never bothered to say that.
After work on the 4th i went up north. That was work itself trying to get the cats packed up. We couldnt find clyde for like an hour. I thought he went behind/in the sofa so i had krista and nick come over and move the sofa for me and turns out he wasnt there. he was hinding under a pile of shit under nikki's bed. I finallly got up there and some of my extended fam was over. I got to meet my new 2nd cousin. She is a little cutie. Chris came over for dinner. After that we went to the beach where spence, matt, mike, josh, dan and bobby were there. It was a good time. Spence left after awhile but that was ok he was being kinda werid. He gets kinda moody if he gets real high. So i hung out with everyone else. Dan wiped out on his mini bike. It was funny when we realized he was ok. Matt and bobby left to get all the fire works they bought. Well they got to drunk and never made it back. Jen showed up so did larry and jessica. We lit off some of jen's fireworks and just hung out. Some people from down state tried to start a fight but good ol' mike koz broke it up pretty quick. I love him to death we dubed him the title of god father of forest lake. The 4th was the first time i saw donny in forever!
The 5th of july was much more entertaining. It was kinda cool so we went shopping in west brench. We found stuff for my sister's senior pictures. I got a few things. Had a good dinner. Then went down to the beach. Dan was hanging out there, bitching about spence and how much of an ass he was so that was kind of akward for me. Then matt and bobby showed up with the fire works this time since they werent to drunk to light them off. So we celebrated on the 5th of july. Mike and Mr. Koz showed up. i love them. Jen came back. She was pretty drunk. She is a sweet heart though. Jodie was there. First time i have seen her in 2 years. Her and i shared the jack and cokes! Mike koz ended up lighting a bottle rocket out of his ass. I hang out with some real winners i know but i wouldnt trade them for the world.
The 6th we took out the jet ski and the tube. It was a good time. as always i screamed like a sissy. I hung out on the beach all day. I love the sun and the sand. Kristen came up to see me!! I loved it. I introduced her to some of the guys. Mike Koz took us for a ride that night. Mostly to find Jack Daniels but that required going to west brench. So we got there and he forgot his ID so we couldnt get it. So we went to taco bell. The guy helping us was soooo funny. He called himself Mr. taco and played rock paper scissors with us while we waited. We got back and he took us on a drive to show off forest lake. We went and looked at the stars and saw all sorts of wild life. It was cool.
On the 7th we hung out on the beach all day. Riding the jet ski and taking turns on the tube. It was the first time i have ever fallen off. I was not a big fan of the water up my nose part of it. Only let my sister drive you if you want it to be crazy! After the beach we ran into josh at mary's market and his friend got us a fifth. They came back to see kristen's truck. All the boys up there were drooling over the truck. I'm not gonna lie its a hot truck! Kristen and i went to say hello to the combs family. That didnt go over so well cause hannha freak out i was there. SO we didnt stay long. I saw lue and karren and the girls at the gas station when we went to get coke and cups for the jack. After that We went and hung out at the beach. Spence and Joe met us down there and we had a few drinks. Larry showed up for a few. After that I let spence drive my car around. They went to get some weed. we went back to the beach for a few where josh and his g/f were at. We left again and went off roading in my grand am haha. then spence and i had some alone time thats when i lost my sun glasses i'm still kind of bitter about that haha. Then we went to bobby's and picked up matt koz. Finally we made it home after scaring kristen half to death and nearly killing a family of racoons. but i tried to tell her i trust these guys with my life hoping it would help her relax. I'm pretty sure it didnt work.
Kristen went home saturday. Again i didnt nothing but hang out on the beach and play on the jet ski. I'm pretty sure my sister tries to kill me on it. My mom and I went and said hello so the combs's again but again hannha freaked out i was there so we didnt stay long. I had kind of a chill night for the most part then spence and matt koz called and wanted to hang out. Got to love those boys they are so crazy. While i waited for them to pick me up Scott from my ISS called me randomly. Spence and i got to check out the basbeall field later that night haha
I went home sunday. had work which sucked. Monday i had lunch with my sister and jessie in brighton. It was a good time. Then i had to take nikki shopping for dress clothes monday and tuesday which sucked bad. Nikki is like the worse meanest person to shop with. Whatever i'm done with it we got what we needed.
wednesday scott called me again. I'm hoping to hang out with him so see if things lead anywhere now that i have cut other people out of my life i can try to let new ones in. But from the sounds of things we are both really busy so we might have to wait til we get back at state which is ok by me cause that just lets me have fun this summer.
Thursday work sucked. After work i went to the dentist. After that i went up north. Spence came over since i had the house to myself. I'm not gonna lie for how wrong he is for me. I really do like spending time with him and he sweet to me. We actually have had a lot of first together this summer and past summers now that i think about it. I wont share them all but 3 summers ago he was the very first guy i ever spent the night with. There have been a lot more first this summer.
Friday i chilled on the beach. By looking at what i bring to the beach you can tell i'm all girl. I have a folding out chair, tanning oil, cosmo, bottled water, a camera, and a cell phone. I keep a football in my car too. I saw the combs's agian. i stayed on my side of the beach and hannha stayed on hers. Richlene and mr combs came to say hi and i talked to kevin and cody. I had dinner with the rents. We walked down to see the combs's and i ran into mike, spence, ryan and matt. So i talked to them found out matt and mikes cousin brad and his friend brad (who i have met before) were camping. I told them i would be back. For the first time hannha didnt freak out that i was there and i dont know if its cause my mom talked to her or if she finally realizes i dont want scott. Whatever Scott can have the jealous girl. I went home to get a few things then my mom took my car keys cause she knew i would be drinking. So i started to walk back and security gave me a ride and he told me so long as we keep it down we can do what ever we want. Tabatha showed up. It wasnt so bad. She has a new b/f so i think she is over that i'm with spence. Sarah and joe showed up and kiddnapped me and matt and took us to luey's and dave's all we did was sit on the deck and have a few drinks. There was a number of us there, amealya,jen,dave,joe,matt,sarah and me it was a good time. We all went back to sarah's and spent the night. I really like her. I told her to bring jen and spence and come party at state!
Saturday my mom came and picked me up. I hung out at the beach of course. Larry showed up with his huge truck. Him and i went on drive to Alger market to get a pop we ran into spence and joe they told us to come to a grad party at the baseball field. i have never felt like such white trash when i showed up to a grad party in a bathing suit top and beach pants. Then i looked around and i fit right in. half of the people there werent wearing shirts. got to love northen hicks. Larry took me back. So i never found out were the after party was. I called spence and he told me he would come get me but he was fucked up so i told him to forget it i didnt want him to get hurt on his way over or to hurt both of us on the way back. So It was an early night. Plus i got into a big fight with my mom about her not trusting me so i was kind of in a bad mood.
Came home early on sunday. Had work. It wasnt to bad. Work today wasnt to bad. Although I'm pretty sure bobby wants to make me pee my pants. He is always grabbing me and tickling me and I'm super ticklish. i told him if he does it long enough i probably would. After work i hung out with krista for a bit, then took an amazing nap then went shopping with my mom for my baby cousin's. It felt 5 agian it was so fun picking out toys for them. We found the book where the sidewalk ends. Does anyone remember that book?!?! OMG I love it so my mom baughtit and i'm supossed to read it to the little girls!
that should about cover it!!
After work on the 4th i went up north. That was work itself trying to get the cats packed up. We couldnt find clyde for like an hour. I thought he went behind/in the sofa so i had krista and nick come over and move the sofa for me and turns out he wasnt there. he was hinding under a pile of shit under nikki's bed. I finallly got up there and some of my extended fam was over. I got to meet my new 2nd cousin. She is a little cutie. Chris came over for dinner. After that we went to the beach where spence, matt, mike, josh, dan and bobby were there. It was a good time. Spence left after awhile but that was ok he was being kinda werid. He gets kinda moody if he gets real high. So i hung out with everyone else. Dan wiped out on his mini bike. It was funny when we realized he was ok. Matt and bobby left to get all the fire works they bought. Well they got to drunk and never made it back. Jen showed up so did larry and jessica. We lit off some of jen's fireworks and just hung out. Some people from down state tried to start a fight but good ol' mike koz broke it up pretty quick. I love him to death we dubed him the title of god father of forest lake. The 4th was the first time i saw donny in forever!
The 5th of july was much more entertaining. It was kinda cool so we went shopping in west brench. We found stuff for my sister's senior pictures. I got a few things. Had a good dinner. Then went down to the beach. Dan was hanging out there, bitching about spence and how much of an ass he was so that was kind of akward for me. Then matt and bobby showed up with the fire works this time since they werent to drunk to light them off. So we celebrated on the 5th of july. Mike and Mr. Koz showed up. i love them. Jen came back. She was pretty drunk. She is a sweet heart though. Jodie was there. First time i have seen her in 2 years. Her and i shared the jack and cokes! Mike koz ended up lighting a bottle rocket out of his ass. I hang out with some real winners i know but i wouldnt trade them for the world.
The 6th we took out the jet ski and the tube. It was a good time. as always i screamed like a sissy. I hung out on the beach all day. I love the sun and the sand. Kristen came up to see me!! I loved it. I introduced her to some of the guys. Mike Koz took us for a ride that night. Mostly to find Jack Daniels but that required going to west brench. So we got there and he forgot his ID so we couldnt get it. So we went to taco bell. The guy helping us was soooo funny. He called himself Mr. taco and played rock paper scissors with us while we waited. We got back and he took us on a drive to show off forest lake. We went and looked at the stars and saw all sorts of wild life. It was cool.
On the 7th we hung out on the beach all day. Riding the jet ski and taking turns on the tube. It was the first time i have ever fallen off. I was not a big fan of the water up my nose part of it. Only let my sister drive you if you want it to be crazy! After the beach we ran into josh at mary's market and his friend got us a fifth. They came back to see kristen's truck. All the boys up there were drooling over the truck. I'm not gonna lie its a hot truck! Kristen and i went to say hello to the combs family. That didnt go over so well cause hannha freak out i was there. SO we didnt stay long. I saw lue and karren and the girls at the gas station when we went to get coke and cups for the jack. After that We went and hung out at the beach. Spence and Joe met us down there and we had a few drinks. Larry showed up for a few. After that I let spence drive my car around. They went to get some weed. we went back to the beach for a few where josh and his g/f were at. We left again and went off roading in my grand am haha. then spence and i had some alone time thats when i lost my sun glasses i'm still kind of bitter about that haha. Then we went to bobby's and picked up matt koz. Finally we made it home after scaring kristen half to death and nearly killing a family of racoons. but i tried to tell her i trust these guys with my life hoping it would help her relax. I'm pretty sure it didnt work.
Kristen went home saturday. Again i didnt nothing but hang out on the beach and play on the jet ski. I'm pretty sure my sister tries to kill me on it. My mom and I went and said hello so the combs's again but again hannha freaked out i was there so we didnt stay long. I had kind of a chill night for the most part then spence and matt koz called and wanted to hang out. Got to love those boys they are so crazy. While i waited for them to pick me up Scott from my ISS called me randomly. Spence and i got to check out the basbeall field later that night haha
I went home sunday. had work which sucked. Monday i had lunch with my sister and jessie in brighton. It was a good time. Then i had to take nikki shopping for dress clothes monday and tuesday which sucked bad. Nikki is like the worse meanest person to shop with. Whatever i'm done with it we got what we needed.
wednesday scott called me again. I'm hoping to hang out with him so see if things lead anywhere now that i have cut other people out of my life i can try to let new ones in. But from the sounds of things we are both really busy so we might have to wait til we get back at state which is ok by me cause that just lets me have fun this summer.
Thursday work sucked. After work i went to the dentist. After that i went up north. Spence came over since i had the house to myself. I'm not gonna lie for how wrong he is for me. I really do like spending time with him and he sweet to me. We actually have had a lot of first together this summer and past summers now that i think about it. I wont share them all but 3 summers ago he was the very first guy i ever spent the night with. There have been a lot more first this summer.
Friday i chilled on the beach. By looking at what i bring to the beach you can tell i'm all girl. I have a folding out chair, tanning oil, cosmo, bottled water, a camera, and a cell phone. I keep a football in my car too. I saw the combs's agian. i stayed on my side of the beach and hannha stayed on hers. Richlene and mr combs came to say hi and i talked to kevin and cody. I had dinner with the rents. We walked down to see the combs's and i ran into mike, spence, ryan and matt. So i talked to them found out matt and mikes cousin brad and his friend brad (who i have met before) were camping. I told them i would be back. For the first time hannha didnt freak out that i was there and i dont know if its cause my mom talked to her or if she finally realizes i dont want scott. Whatever Scott can have the jealous girl. I went home to get a few things then my mom took my car keys cause she knew i would be drinking. So i started to walk back and security gave me a ride and he told me so long as we keep it down we can do what ever we want. Tabatha showed up. It wasnt so bad. She has a new b/f so i think she is over that i'm with spence. Sarah and joe showed up and kiddnapped me and matt and took us to luey's and dave's all we did was sit on the deck and have a few drinks. There was a number of us there, amealya,jen,dave,joe,matt,sarah and me it was a good time. We all went back to sarah's and spent the night. I really like her. I told her to bring jen and spence and come party at state!
Saturday my mom came and picked me up. I hung out at the beach of course. Larry showed up with his huge truck. Him and i went on drive to Alger market to get a pop we ran into spence and joe they told us to come to a grad party at the baseball field. i have never felt like such white trash when i showed up to a grad party in a bathing suit top and beach pants. Then i looked around and i fit right in. half of the people there werent wearing shirts. got to love northen hicks. Larry took me back. So i never found out were the after party was. I called spence and he told me he would come get me but he was fucked up so i told him to forget it i didnt want him to get hurt on his way over or to hurt both of us on the way back. So It was an early night. Plus i got into a big fight with my mom about her not trusting me so i was kind of in a bad mood.
Came home early on sunday. Had work. It wasnt to bad. Work today wasnt to bad. Although I'm pretty sure bobby wants to make me pee my pants. He is always grabbing me and tickling me and I'm super ticklish. i told him if he does it long enough i probably would. After work i hung out with krista for a bit, then took an amazing nap then went shopping with my mom for my baby cousin's. It felt 5 agian it was so fun picking out toys for them. We found the book where the sidewalk ends. Does anyone remember that book?!?! OMG I love it so my mom baughtit and i'm supossed to read it to the little girls!
that should about cover it!!