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Alright so the last time i updated i was furious with the scott thing. Since then things have been taken care of. Its not perfect actually the situation kind of sucks but what ever, it went much better this time. I agreed not to call him. After I talked to him about it Richlene ended up calling me that night to check on me. Which i thought was super sweet. We came up with the deal anything i want scott to know or he wants me to know she will tell us. That way I'm not talking to him but he still gets to know the important things. Like i said it sucks but we are going to do what works i guess. Who knows maybe Hannah will even grow to like and trust me but i'm not holding my breath.
Monday wenr just fine, typical day. Class, workout TV, Bed.
The rest of this week has been really kind of hard. I seem to be losing friends left and right. Its no secret Brad and I arent talking well I found out he now has a g/f. I didnt take the news so well. I found tuesday night after my workout (Jessie joined me for so that was fun). I cant figure out why I'm so mad. And I cant decided if I'm mad or jealous. Like i never cared when he told me about the other girls. I always thought of him as my best friend. From what I'm told by 2 people now this new girl is kind of the reason I got pushed away. So I think that is why I'm mad. But I dont get the jealously thing. Maybe its cause we have always been so close and now we arent and another girl has taken my place or maybe its cause i have had soooo many people tell me brad likes me or just date him already and get it over with and i just figured one day it would happen. I dont even know what to do. I lost him and i dont know what to do next. I found myself trying to replace him with jason but its not the same. What ever things happen for a reason right? For as mad at him as i was/am I dont want it to end like this.
On a more entertaining note I have thrown my back out and it is causing me soooo much pain but a lot of people seem to be getting so enjoyment out of watching me try and move. I woke up on wednesday morning with it sore, so i made an appointment with a chiropractor. It just got worse through out the day. Any position I was in hurt. Moving just made it worse and pain killers didnt work. But certain people like dan my TA in the physics helproom was making fun of me and how i had to type on the keyborad with a pen cause i couldnt sit up to the desk. Then he had me laughing so hard it hurt so i yelled at him. Jay was ripping on me today during lab and lunch. I did decided that I have a totally kick ass roommate and she has been taking such good care of me! Helping me get things and what not. Although I did wish she had been around this morning when it took me 10 minutes to put on my socks. She left me this message today making sure i was doing ok. Much better then last year when brad called me granny and made fun of my waddle and jessie watched me struggle to get off the futon before she helped me. ( this is not the first time i've thrown my back out this bad) I had to go see a second chiropractor this evening cause the first one was kind of afriad to adjust me cause of the inflimation so she used the actovator gun and it sucked.
I'm now at work once that is over I think I'm going over to the DEKE house so long at the girls are still there. Leave me some comments to read cause I'm pretty much futon or chair infront of the computer ridden.
Monday wenr just fine, typical day. Class, workout TV, Bed.
The rest of this week has been really kind of hard. I seem to be losing friends left and right. Its no secret Brad and I arent talking well I found out he now has a g/f. I didnt take the news so well. I found tuesday night after my workout (Jessie joined me for so that was fun). I cant figure out why I'm so mad. And I cant decided if I'm mad or jealous. Like i never cared when he told me about the other girls. I always thought of him as my best friend. From what I'm told by 2 people now this new girl is kind of the reason I got pushed away. So I think that is why I'm mad. But I dont get the jealously thing. Maybe its cause we have always been so close and now we arent and another girl has taken my place or maybe its cause i have had soooo many people tell me brad likes me or just date him already and get it over with and i just figured one day it would happen. I dont even know what to do. I lost him and i dont know what to do next. I found myself trying to replace him with jason but its not the same. What ever things happen for a reason right? For as mad at him as i was/am I dont want it to end like this.
On a more entertaining note I have thrown my back out and it is causing me soooo much pain but a lot of people seem to be getting so enjoyment out of watching me try and move. I woke up on wednesday morning with it sore, so i made an appointment with a chiropractor. It just got worse through out the day. Any position I was in hurt. Moving just made it worse and pain killers didnt work. But certain people like dan my TA in the physics helproom was making fun of me and how i had to type on the keyborad with a pen cause i couldnt sit up to the desk. Then he had me laughing so hard it hurt so i yelled at him. Jay was ripping on me today during lab and lunch. I did decided that I have a totally kick ass roommate and she has been taking such good care of me! Helping me get things and what not. Although I did wish she had been around this morning when it took me 10 minutes to put on my socks. She left me this message today making sure i was doing ok. Much better then last year when brad called me granny and made fun of my waddle and jessie watched me struggle to get off the futon before she helped me. ( this is not the first time i've thrown my back out this bad) I had to go see a second chiropractor this evening cause the first one was kind of afriad to adjust me cause of the inflimation so she used the actovator gun and it sucked.
I'm now at work once that is over I think I'm going over to the DEKE house so long at the girls are still there. Leave me some comments to read cause I'm pretty much futon or chair infront of the computer ridden.