Jul 06, 2006 17:49
I listened to your record today daddy,
It sounds so familiar.
I remember your voice,
so loud,
so free.
I remember the blue electic guitar,
with silver strings
that plucked at my heart.
I remember the concerts..
the women screaming your name.
You'd take my ahnd,
walkl me through the crowd,
share the glory.
This music runs through my veins,
it consumes me,,
it poisoned me.
I lost a part of my soul daddy.
I wrap my arms around my teddy bear,
and bury my face.
I wish you could see me now,
I wish you could recognize my face.
I cry myself to sleep at night.
A man's love cannot fulfill me
because you left a void within me.
I am not whole,
I am not satisfied,
I am not stupid.
I never knew a fathers love,
and now I'm paying for it.
I only wanted to taste of the love you had for your music.
I will force myself to walk on,
alone,
and I realize that forgiveness is my only relief.
But I listened to your album again today daddy,
and it still made me cry.