finally... and it's gone

[urfigureskater]

So I thought it was going to be something special. Something that would be different from everything and everyone and every experience that I have ever had or wanted. And the experience certainly was different. It was perfect, for a while. Nothing is ever perfect in my life. I felt wanted and respected, whi h was different from anything I had ever felt before. I knew it might have been too good to be true, and in such a short amount of time, how can wonderful things happen? I was right. I just wanted to be wanted. But now it's gone.

I thought things could be different.

NEVERMIND I'M A WHINY BITCH