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Whenever I come to this page to update my livejournal, several hundred thoughts are going through my mind. I try to put them all on here but there are so many things to say that I usually give up and go do something else.
I realized that I'm not as prepared for the college process as I thought I was. 7-8 colleges? Yeah right. More like 2-3. I've gone on no college visits. I've talked to no college admissions people. I don't even know what I want to become.
For the past 8 years, I have wanted to be a cardiothorastic(I'm sure I spelled that wrong) surgeon. Or is that what my parents want me to become. Ever since I took the business and management class and the MIS 190 class at WSU, I've become more intrigued with business and marketing. I'm also still interested in something that has to do with public speaking and debating. Not debating like we do in school, but debating as in politicians and congress. I think I'll just stick with being a surgeon and if I'm not happy, then oh well.
Ever since the robbery, my parents have been paranoid about leaving me in the house alone. My classes at WSU were from 8-12:30 last week and 12:30-5 this week but I have to stay at WSU from 8-5 anyways because my dad works here and he's not willing to leave me at home alone. During my stay here, I've become interested in this Iranian guy that goes here. But he's in engineering, which brings no money and he's also 10 years older than me. Yeah, I guess it's gross. But he's cute. I think I feel more mature than my age because of him. The fact that I'm only 16 boggles my mind. Ever since my mom left for Iran, I feel like I'm 22 and taking classes at WSU has caused me to feel that way even more. I'm probably too eager for the future. Whatever, probably doesn't matter.
I realized that I'm not as prepared for the college process as I thought I was. 7-8 colleges? Yeah right. More like 2-3. I've gone on no college visits. I've talked to no college admissions people. I don't even know what I want to become.
For the past 8 years, I have wanted to be a cardiothorastic(I'm sure I spelled that wrong) surgeon. Or is that what my parents want me to become. Ever since I took the business and management class and the MIS 190 class at WSU, I've become more intrigued with business and marketing. I'm also still interested in something that has to do with public speaking and debating. Not debating like we do in school, but debating as in politicians and congress. I think I'll just stick with being a surgeon and if I'm not happy, then oh well.
Ever since the robbery, my parents have been paranoid about leaving me in the house alone. My classes at WSU were from 8-12:30 last week and 12:30-5 this week but I have to stay at WSU from 8-5 anyways because my dad works here and he's not willing to leave me at home alone. During my stay here, I've become interested in this Iranian guy that goes here. But he's in engineering, which brings no money and he's also 10 years older than me. Yeah, I guess it's gross. But he's cute. I think I feel more mature than my age because of him. The fact that I'm only 16 boggles my mind. Ever since my mom left for Iran, I feel like I'm 22 and taking classes at WSU has caused me to feel that way even more. I'm probably too eager for the future. Whatever, probably doesn't matter.