space one
I haven't written in god knows how long. I've been inside my head for a long time and I'm so glad to get out of it for the first time in what feels like years.
These past few days have been quite a roller coaster. A lot of self discovery has befallen me in the past few days (it really seemed to have happened to me, i did not plan to have this). It was like a light switch was turned on in my head. I've never been one for new year's resolutions (because I really just don't have a lot of will power) but this year, my resolution was to live my life. simple enough, and fairly cliche, but on new years day....it really really hit me. this is a new day! a new slate that has been wiped clean for me to start over with my life and the way I live. I am so so tired of just dealing with the things in my life that bring me down; I'm cutting them out! I'm tired of chasing what doesn't want me. I am a good person and I deserved to be loved as much as I love. and I have a lot of love in my heart! there is a whole world outside of ourselves that we forget about when we let our lives revolve around the mundane-ness of life itself. yes, there are things we need to do, like work and go to school, but I am so tired of that being all that my life is. I have realized that those are things on the sidelines of what really matters: happiness, freedom, experience, music, love, natural beauty, mother nature, friends, family, the human race, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc........
There is so much to be grateful for! If I want to do something, I will do it! I will find a way to make it work! I am done being held back by the things I hate. I am not getting any younger and there wasn't a better time to have this revelation! Take a deep breath and soak up the beauty and peace around you. tune out the noise and the negativity. Bring peace to the lives of others and peace will come to you.
Close your eyes and open your mind! Open your heart!
I cannot WAIT for tomorrow!!!
(I don't think I have ever said that and truly meant it, until now)
this is the greatest feeling I have ever felt.
goodnight, my friends.
peace. love. d.
These past few days have been quite a roller coaster. A lot of self discovery has befallen me in the past few days (it really seemed to have happened to me, i did not plan to have this). It was like a light switch was turned on in my head. I've never been one for new year's resolutions (because I really just don't have a lot of will power) but this year, my resolution was to live my life. simple enough, and fairly cliche, but on new years day....it really really hit me. this is a new day! a new slate that has been wiped clean for me to start over with my life and the way I live. I am so so tired of just dealing with the things in my life that bring me down; I'm cutting them out! I'm tired of chasing what doesn't want me. I am a good person and I deserved to be loved as much as I love. and I have a lot of love in my heart! there is a whole world outside of ourselves that we forget about when we let our lives revolve around the mundane-ness of life itself. yes, there are things we need to do, like work and go to school, but I am so tired of that being all that my life is. I have realized that those are things on the sidelines of what really matters: happiness, freedom, experience, music, love, natural beauty, mother nature, friends, family, the human race, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc, etc........
There is so much to be grateful for! If I want to do something, I will do it! I will find a way to make it work! I am done being held back by the things I hate. I am not getting any younger and there wasn't a better time to have this revelation! Take a deep breath and soak up the beauty and peace around you. tune out the noise and the negativity. Bring peace to the lives of others and peace will come to you.
Close your eyes and open your mind! Open your heart!
I cannot WAIT for tomorrow!!!
(I don't think I have ever said that and truly meant it, until now)
this is the greatest feeling I have ever felt.
goodnight, my friends.
peace. love. d.