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i hate this shit im so pissed right now. i hate being fucking grounded and not being allowed to go out. i hate how my god damn computer doesnt work so now i have to go on the shitty aol 50 computer upstairs that ties up the phone lines. i want instant messenger back god damn it. i wanna make plans and go out tonight. i wanna go somewhere and get out of this god damn house. but no. im not allowed. and im pissed that i got caught. and everybody else was drinking too. and theyre not in trouble cuz my mom isnt gonna call their parents and tell them what theyre kids were doing too. i hate all the parents knowing i drank..theire kids did it too, im not a bad influence. i hate not being trusted. i suck at everything. i am so frustrated right now. what the hellllllllll