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I think I am at the point where I dont want a boyfriend. I dont wanna go thru N E of this shit again. Itz officially over now. I cant do this. No more. Him and Anelle are together again. So the phone calls I was getting 4 days b4 he came back to Buffalo (from watertown). Now hes back and I dont even get a fucking hello. Fuckin jerk. Now I know I never fucking matterd. How can you just stop talking to someone like that.
Same with Pook. (if you ever read this, itz not to piss you off or poke fun, just stating what I see) She just doesnt talk to me no more. She said shes not mad at me but seriously. When Sar and I go get her from work I dont get a bye when we drop her off, she doesnt call me. I dont even care if itz just to say Hi. Idk. Shes suppose to be one of my bestfriends. Understand that she needed a lil "break" from "us". Even tho I dont know why she would need a break from me. Never thought I annoyed HER that much. Haa. Oh man. If she only knew.
So many things are eating away at me rite now I feel like I am gonna explode.
But I just like to vent. Not to someone. I hate talking to ppl. They are all assholes. I never get advice that works or even no one knows what to tell me. My mom just pisses me off everytime shes gives "advice". Wish it wasnt so.
I have no one. Tons of friends and family, but I got no one. Thanx world. Kiss my ass.
Time to go stuff my face ^_^ Potato Salad here I come!
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Same with Pook. (if you ever read this, itz not to piss you off or poke fun, just stating what I see) She just doesnt talk to me no more. She said shes not mad at me but seriously. When Sar and I go get her from work I dont get a bye when we drop her off, she doesnt call me. I dont even care if itz just to say Hi. Idk. Shes suppose to be one of my bestfriends. Understand that she needed a lil "break" from "us". Even tho I dont know why she would need a break from me. Never thought I annoyed HER that much. Haa. Oh man. If she only knew.
So many things are eating away at me rite now I feel like I am gonna explode.
But I just like to vent. Not to someone. I hate talking to ppl. They are all assholes. I never get advice that works or even no one knows what to tell me. My mom just pisses me off everytime shes gives "advice". Wish it wasnt so.
I have no one. Tons of friends and family, but I got no one. Thanx world. Kiss my ass.
Time to go stuff my face ^_^ Potato Salad here I come!
<3