Jan 09, 2006 12:04
Eh. Today is gonna be a gay day.
I need to talk to Joe. Like seriously talk to him. Without him trying to distract me. I wanna know why he is always fucking with me. And specially when he has a g/f now. I had to deal with Alethia but that wasnt for long cuz he cheated on her with me...plus he went to bootcamp, then Anelle...that I dont wanna get into. Now Lidnsey. WTF?! He always seems to come back to me no matter what. If he wants me so fucking bad why not just be with me. I dont understand. Itz reeeaaallly bothering me and I dont know what to do. Itz soo fucking hard to not give in to someone you love so much. Eh. Im trying tho.
But that isnt why my day is gonna be gay...
Im just so tired and drained today. Plus I have to do like 3 loads of laundry becuz Ive been so lazy. lol
I have to call Jew and apologize. We were suppose to hang out yesturday. Idk what happen. So Imma call and see what hes doing Thursday.
Eh.
Im in one of those thinking moods lately. Badly. Sandra is usually the only one who notices but I dont think she has. Ive been trying to hide it. Cuz itz the same bull shit with Joe and Im sure shes sick of hearing it. Well acually she cant really say N E thing cuz she talks about Mikey allll the time. LOL oh well.
Other than that the weekend was pretty good.
<3 suck face