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Im starting to not wanna care about anything anymore. Like not care what my friends do, not care how my mom feels, not care about my own well being...
Everything just seems to be going wrong at once rite now. Everything. The last stray was something i was told yesturday. I am just sick and tired of being treated like I'm a peice of shit. No one cares what I think. All I do is try and help ppl, always have a smile.
The smile is fake. I hide behind my giddy self. No one really knows that. Mike K. knows and this gurl Lisa. Last nite I explained it a lil to Ryan D. He said hes the same way. At least I know I'm not alone with this.
I'm not appreciated by anyone. Ever. This is why I dont wanna care anymore. So fuck all the ppl who have screwd me in some way. Fuck you rite in the ass...and for the some who like that...FUCK OFF and Die!
Everything just seems to be going wrong at once rite now. Everything. The last stray was something i was told yesturday. I am just sick and tired of being treated like I'm a peice of shit. No one cares what I think. All I do is try and help ppl, always have a smile.
The smile is fake. I hide behind my giddy self. No one really knows that. Mike K. knows and this gurl Lisa. Last nite I explained it a lil to Ryan D. He said hes the same way. At least I know I'm not alone with this.
I'm not appreciated by anyone. Ever. This is why I dont wanna care anymore. So fuck all the ppl who have screwd me in some way. Fuck you rite in the ass...and for the some who like that...FUCK OFF and Die!