*sigh* I love him!!!

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Well.. It's been two weeks since me and Jerry and I have gotten together... Everything is so far so good... But who knows what will happen in the future... I really hope that me and him last a long time... I love him so much you just don't know!!! He is like so damn perfect!!! The only thing that i really don't like is that he is too busy all the time... I mean I know he has two jobs and all but damn... I just wish I could spend some more time with him... The last time I seen him was Saturday night when he came over with Ryan and that was only for 3 hours or something like that... I don't even really talk to him on the phone much... But when I do talk to him he always tells me he loves me and that I'm beautiful... I love that... It makes me feel so much better about myself knowing that someone really thinks I'm pretty... I really really want this relationship to last... I mean I want this to be the guy I am with for years and years and possibly forever!!! He makes me so happy!!! I mean I smile all the time... I am so glad Kyle didn't like me anymore... Because if he did I would have never met Jerry... Well I found out yesterday that I'm not going to be able to see Jerry on Valentine's Day cuz he has to work but he is going to come over on Monday the day before and celebrate with me... I didn't get him anything but a card and I kinda of feel bad... I have no clue what he doesn't have and what he wants cuz he won't tell me... I just wish I was psychic sometimes... On Valentine's Day I am supposed to hang out with Tanjanique and we are goin to go out to eat and to the movies... I hope it is fun without Meghan cuz she has driver's training which sucks ass!!! I am goin to be so uncomfortable without Meghan there... I mean me and her never hung out alone... I really want to have a good Valentine's Day!!! Well, anyways, my mom is gettin me a job at her hospital... I am going to be a house keeper which will be good cuz I will have money to spend on my baby!!! Well, gots to bounce cuz I ran out of stuff to say...

I love Jerry Forever and Always

Meghan and Samantha B.F.F.E.

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