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this is why he dumped me:
he wants to be single. Becuase he was becoming to reliant on me for his happiness. Which is total bullshit.
Yesterday and today have been the first days i havent been crying. Becuase i have a crush. I know,too fast to be moving on. But i have NO CONFIDENCE what-so-ever. So I'm the type who always has to have a boyfriend now. Becuase Tom showed me how fun it was,and how important i felt with one. Now i feel useless. Anyways,i lost 11 lbs since he brok up with me. Thats a lot for 6 days. That proves right there how depressed i am,that i can't eat. Like i really TRY to,but like i feel like im going to barf right before i put it in my mouth.
i told that to tom,and he's like, "i want you to eat" and i was like "i cant" and he says "then for every day you dont eat,i wont eat" and i said "fine,go starve youself,and die while you're at it" haha Yesterday i hung out with carlotta,megan and javi. It was so fun. Of course we ran into tom eloy seth and tyler. :/ But Tom got all mad becuase i was hellllllla flirting with this kid robbie. haha he got so jealous and left hahahahahahahahahahahaha. oh my gosh it was an awesome feeling.
One good thing in my life: i got to meet tom delonge again. I went to 2 more Angels and airwaves concerts. It was fun. At the fresno one there was a really hot emo hittingon me,and tom popped into my head and i told the kid i had to leave and like i ran of crying. :'[ :'[ :'[
he wants to be single. Becuase he was becoming to reliant on me for his happiness. Which is total bullshit.
Yesterday and today have been the first days i havent been crying. Becuase i have a crush. I know,too fast to be moving on. But i have NO CONFIDENCE what-so-ever. So I'm the type who always has to have a boyfriend now. Becuase Tom showed me how fun it was,and how important i felt with one. Now i feel useless. Anyways,i lost 11 lbs since he brok up with me. Thats a lot for 6 days. That proves right there how depressed i am,that i can't eat. Like i really TRY to,but like i feel like im going to barf right before i put it in my mouth.
i told that to tom,and he's like, "i want you to eat" and i was like "i cant" and he says "then for every day you dont eat,i wont eat" and i said "fine,go starve youself,and die while you're at it" haha Yesterday i hung out with carlotta,megan and javi. It was so fun. Of course we ran into tom eloy seth and tyler. :/ But Tom got all mad becuase i was hellllllla flirting with this kid robbie. haha he got so jealous and left hahahahahahahahahahahaha. oh my gosh it was an awesome feeling.
One good thing in my life: i got to meet tom delonge again. I went to 2 more Angels and airwaves concerts. It was fun. At the fresno one there was a really hot emo hittingon me,and tom popped into my head and i told the kid i had to leave and like i ran of crying. :'[ :'[ :'[