wow
wow, its just so crazy , how things happen in such a short amount of time.. im soo overwheleming.. who ever new a mistake can turn out so good..i feel really happy, sumthin jus filled me up with excitement 2night . i was definately shocked how everythin went down , as well as nervous n scared.... but it all turned out successful in the end, and im happy. its always important 2 tell ppl str8 up n b honest ... ive learned my lesson .. its just hard when ur afraid of what they'll think... but in the end if u feel that way bout that person ur not meant 2 talk 2 them or nothin was meant to happen or w/e. its crazy how jus one coversation could mean so much and that u can find out about sum one in jus a short amount of time like that .. wow. and again i say wow. u start 2 learn which ppl r shady and fake , real quick... dont ignore that feelin .. its tellin u sumthin. its so funny my hearts racin so fast , i dont kno why or what that means, mayb im happy or sumthin . im glad i met this person u kno i don't regret it , i think everythin happens for a reason, and o man thats seriously true. i definately learned a lot about my self with the past couple of days. one thing is jus b careful how u act when ur entoxicated ... n jus in general.. b/c it can b deceivin 2 others n b careful what u say . and dont ever hold back ur feelings.,. its funny cus its like im writin this for who eva who reads this but also as a reminder 2 myself. i cant even explain how i feel... i feel happy n relieved but jus overwhelmed like this isn't happening ya kno .. there are very few guys that are out there that are sweet, down to earth, and wouldnt do nething 2 intentionally 2 hurt u , n r jus so respectfull. wow ,n again i say wow~!lol now bac to the whole everythin happens for a reason thin.im glad things happend the way they did ,in a way b/c if not i wouldnt hav gotten 2 kno this person as quick as i did in one conversation , its jus amazin . what life throws at u ..o man thats why i wana major in psychology.... its all about life and ppl's persona's and why ppl do the things they do , and what are the causes btwn things, i wana find a cure for so many things even if its a curin sum1s heart . n that now they r able 2 look at life so differently or they could conquer a fear of sumthin . i beleive i was put on this earth do sumthin n help ppl . i luv it jus the joy it forfills my spirit with , wow i duno , its funny now im jus talkin ... random stuff. everythin was jus soo overwhelming.........and on another note with sum1 else...u kno they seem interested but all of a sudden there gettin off the phone more quickly and seem less interested. i dont wana b the only person thats all for sumthin while the other person beats around the bush , i like the coversations we have n when we spend time 2geteher , but mayb there jus immature or jus hey mayb there jus busiy , n that okay 2 , no biggy , but then sumtimes i think mayb this situtation , he seems like hes growin apart , or liek not callin me as much , n im used 2 the guy callin me , i dont like callin them as much , i dont wana feel reeled in , dotn get me wron tho i liek talkin n callin ppl but ive had so many relationships where i got took advantage n all , its my turn 2 make a stand , u kno , mine . lol ok im done ,lol