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okay so in this one, i'm basically gonna vent.
so, i kinda just like, grew apart from one of my close friends. i was getting fed up with her, and i just controlled it. then someone tells me that she always says how much i lie about not liking drama and how i live off of it and all this stuff..um? no. now i don't even wanna talk to her because of that. and ever since she's came home from vacation, all she's done was make excuses why she can't hangout with me..but can make time for EVERYONE ELSE to hangout. eh, whatever.
oh, and not to sound conceited, but i realized how much of a good person i am:
1. i don't litter.
2. i don't swear unless i have to, or it slips.
3. i'm nice to everyone.
4. i give everyone a chance and help everyone, no matter who the person is.
the last 2 i just kinda realized because of the people i was with, the people i tried to help, and the things i did for them. well, actually just one person. but i guess it takes alot to not care about your reputation because you want to help someone do better things, right?
and, idk if you guys have a myspace or not, but i get alot of anonymous messages saying i deserve better than what i go for, and the people i choose don't deserve to be in my presence.
okay, i'm done.
it's the 4th of July soon, so happy 4th of July!
so, i kinda just like, grew apart from one of my close friends. i was getting fed up with her, and i just controlled it. then someone tells me that she always says how much i lie about not liking drama and how i live off of it and all this stuff..um? no. now i don't even wanna talk to her because of that. and ever since she's came home from vacation, all she's done was make excuses why she can't hangout with me..but can make time for EVERYONE ELSE to hangout. eh, whatever.
oh, and not to sound conceited, but i realized how much of a good person i am:
1. i don't litter.
2. i don't swear unless i have to, or it slips.
3. i'm nice to everyone.
4. i give everyone a chance and help everyone, no matter who the person is.
the last 2 i just kinda realized because of the people i was with, the people i tried to help, and the things i did for them. well, actually just one person. but i guess it takes alot to not care about your reputation because you want to help someone do better things, right?
and, idk if you guys have a myspace or not, but i get alot of anonymous messages saying i deserve better than what i go for, and the people i choose don't deserve to be in my presence.
okay, i'm done.
it's the 4th of July soon, so happy 4th of July!