If You Are Reading This

[urbayne]

I apologise for how I ended it and for the inapropriateness of the location but as I walked alone into the bookstore after being told sternly that you would not be following me I realised with a heavy heart that we had grown apart.

I do not blame you as it was also my fault.

I had failed to realise that you were not looking for someone like me

I was convinced of the fantasy of two totally different people being together.

I was silly in believing that you could trust me after my mistake and the way we got together.

I was frustrated when I changed for you but felt that you had not done so for me ( something I should never have forced on you)

I was looking for a partner to go on an adventure but you were looking for someone who could convince you of the safety of your future.

I  am sorry for not providing you with what you needed but I fear that deep inside I don't have what you need.

I am sorry for my failure as a partner

I am sorry for wasting your time

i am sorry.