hola reflejo
yep. still here. not that much has changed. i am.. my life.. my life is at a total stop again. or maybe it has never really moved. yeah.. i think that's it! i worked at this company for six months and then i quit. i haven't been working since.. its been about two months now. i'm looking, but of course it's not as easy as i'd like it to be. still thinking about what to do with myself. i feel just as lost as i felt a year ago, and the year before then and then the one before. i never thought much of my future, i just took things as they came and now i find myself questioning every action that i take or don't take for that matter. maybe i'm thinking too much? maybe i'm stressing it? perhaps.. maybe i should just go with it. let things come and go as they please and then see where i land. or on the other hand there's the whole idea of taking charge and making things happen. tough... life is tough. i still feel that what i need is a change of scenery and the weather lately has only worked to reinforce that idea in my head.
i'm thinking of just.. picking a technical field and go to a school and dive into it, because a bachelors degree in media studies appears to do nothing for me. then again, i did predict that. i'll just have to pick something and go too gibbs or something like that... i think all sorts of random things nowadays.. just trying to find myself a purpose. i thought of becoming a cop, my friend is doing it and she loves it. doubt that i would..eh?
off, im off.. i have to do household chores and duties today. i'm home alone watching over my brother. my aunts husband got ran over by a car this fine morning.. poor guy.