happy monday?
at work right now.. just 3 of us. the cool kids :) so of course i'm just hanging out doing nothing.. enjoying my "supervisor" free time. i could write here everyday.. but it would probably be about the same thing.. why my life sucks. which is why i don't :) but anyway, i'm still stuck on the moving to florida thing. i already spoke to my uncle, hes ok with it. so it's really a matter of me getting my shit together and fighting the side of me thats terrified about leaving new york and all the fabulous things that the city has to offer. sounds like a lot when i think about it. but my thing is... "if it sucks, just come back!" i mean i do have family here.. so i guess i can say that i have a home to come back to if all goes to shit. heh.
perhaps that i need to do is get a new job.. one that would let me afford rent. part of me thinks that that might just very well change my thoughts about leaving the city. i mean i do love new york. i really do. but i just feel like there's nothing going for me....
and my thoughts get interrupted by a beatriz.. so off i go. if you miss me i probably miss you too. :) <3