from bad to worse..
it's sucky lately.. too much wanted shit going on. the job issue which is on the back of my mind is one. i still haven't been placed anywhere and i'm really pissed off about that.
and now.. the new assoicate director is a fucking bitch. for the two weeks that my supervisor was out i busted my ass to get so much work done and to stay on top of things. now she tells my supervisor that i didn't do all the work that she wanted me to do.. i mean fuck, i did my work, and my supervisors.. aand i corrected all the stuff that she did wrong. and she has the nerve to say some shit like that! omfg! that shit made me so heated.. so now she wants my supervisor to give us more work because she feels that we don't do enough. my supervisor says that she doesn't know how much work she can give us.. so shen went ahead and complained to the director. i mean wtf?! she obviously doesn't have a clue of all the shit that we already do.
and then she has the nerve to joke around with me and try to make converstation.. bitch! but i won't say anything and i'll let them give me more work.. and when they do i'll just demand my fucking raise!
and then in my watercolor class my teacher trashed my work and said all this nasty shit about how my stuff is all wrong and this and that.. which got me really upset. as if my day wasn't bad enough as it was. then he was talking shit about how he liked the "feel" of the painting and that it "looks good." which was all a bunch of bullshit. he had just trashed my shit and then he's gonna tell me that its good.. fucking asshole!
but you know what, he can just suck my dick! and that's why i picked the painting that he hated the most to work on. bastard! i'm so writing a letter to the art department. he makes me not want to pick up another brush ever. i already struggle with watercolor enough as it is. i knew i should have dropped that shit.