Sep 11, 2004 11:12
well i havent updated in a really long time so nothing exciting has really happened lately i saw dillon last night so that made me happy but this past week was really bad like wednesday was really hard for me so much was going on, with katie's death and everything. i mean i know i didnt know her but still it's hard for me and i know it must be hard for the people that were close to her, and then i saw spencer, which yeah that was really hard. then i came home and my mom started bitching at me the moment i came in the house. she told me i couldnt go up to dillons friday and it made me mad cause he's the greatest thing in my life right now and she was telling me i couldnt see him so it pissed me off. then i went to church with casey and i went to her house before her mom took me home and we talked about stuff and i cried a lot cause we talked about my mom and spencer and just everything. so yeah it was hard for me this week and i just dont like conplaining so i'm going to stop i'm better now i have friends to help me and a boyfriend that loves me and i know he's there for me so yeah i'm going to go now. later days