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so today sucked! i got to drive everywhere today but that sucked also becuase all my dad did was yell at me. my mom is pissing me off!!! OMG!! SHE IS SO ANNOYING!! so i was trying to be nice to her and all she does it yell and bitch at me. i'm so sick of it, of her! i'm tired of trying to be "close" to her. it's just not working out. we have nothing to talk about or anything. i dont know. it's so hard to try and be something i'm not to her. i cant do it anymore. that's it i'm done with it. i'm just not going to try anymore. i just cant do it, i cant. dillon and i didnt get to talk today.. all of like 5 mins. i dont know. it's just weird becuase i usually talk to him like for hours but oh well. i want to cry. i'm sad and mad and so much i dont know what to do. well dillon just called. and i'm going to go talk to him and watch the oc. later days