my own worst enemy
GAWWWWW so if i wasnt myself i would have wanted to shoot me today! so school was fine and i was good for a while ate...yum taco time...then we get on the bus and me and kim sang and danced while everone looked at us like we were tarded....go fuckin figure....so we get there everythin was all good and stuff mommy came and we had a good chat and then she left cuz she was like uh im gonna be bored i was like yeaaaaaaa....so threw i dunno everything was good till i found out it was lik 7 and then i was like wtf?! we should have been home an hour ago so i call my mom and im like please come get me i need to go to youth group and the bus isnt goin for a while...whining and such...and she tells me that even if she came got me it would be a while and then i would miss youth group anyway so i was just like gawd mom come on and had like a bitch fit all becuase i couldnt have what i wanted....and then i hung up...and i have come to realize that im sooo fuckin spoiled like i get pissed that i dont get what i want and then i relaize thats why im mad and then i get even more mad....and basically its all becuase im a spoiled bitch and if i wernt me i would hate myself more....WHY AM I SOOOOOO SELFABSORBED?!