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yeah so i know people prob. don't read this but whatever i guess i'll just keep posting. i got sick on valentines day after charlie and i ate at planet hollywood. something was def. undercooked. we went back to my mom's apartment after the city and hung out. and around 1:15 when i had to drive charlie home, i started getting really sick, shaking, throwing up, and stuff from the other end. he had to get a cab. it was really scary. so the next 2 days my stomach was weak from flushing everything out. so at work i would take occassional trips to the bathroom. i told this story to kelvin (who was always a really good friend since i started at h&m) and timmy. now, my mistake telling timmy cuz timmy spreads rumors and can't keep his mouth shut. stupid me right?. so i punch out and go in the break room at the end of my shift and see timmy, ivory, and kelvin. i leave the break room after saying bye...well not really i was gna try clothes on so i was letting kelvin know. i leave to look at my schedule which is like 4 feet away from the break room and hear whispering. i go near the door quietly and hear "i think she's pregnant...nah she said it was food poisoning." so i get this rush of adrenaline cuz i KNOW it was timmy i can differeniate his voice from kelvin's and obviously ivory's. so i went in and said ACTUALLY TIMMY I'M NOT PREGNANT JUST TO LET YOU KNOW. they had a look of shock on their faces and tried to defend themselves. HAH. it's funny cuz after this whole holiday party fiasco i know the minute i leave a room people talk shit...it's either jen or it's me. it's sad that this time i caught them. and i caught them just in time and called them out just before a rumor spread that i was pregnant. but it'll be funny when in 9 months or a couple of months i have no pregnant belly or a baby popping out of me. who knew one night of throwing up twice means you're pregnant it's funny how someone can twist a story. why it is even necessary to start talking about me when i leave a room to begin with? i swear i had no problems in the beginning but honestly i think this store except for jen and my managers are full of a bunch of backstabbing assholes. i'm sorry your dumbass friend got fired but it's all jen and i's fault right? you guys couldn't get confirmation on the truth...just had to point fingers b/c you needed someone to blame. maybe it's one of you that called and are too pathetic to admit it...you betrayed her but you'd rather blame people that sat off to the side to talk about something personal instead of yourself. that's the ultimate form of backstabbing...but one of you did it and can't come to your senses to let it go. it's really sad it really is. that people older than 18 and most most not in college can't grow up. i'm sick of coming into work with negative energy surrounding me cuz certain people are so heartless and cold. i was able to brush this all off for awhile but now it's actually affecting the way i work and as is jen. i don't enjoy going to work and involuntarily having managers pull me into their office to ask how i'm feeling about all this. because they feel horrible jen and i got dragged into this mess. i honestly feel like i'm back in high school...except in high school, there was never this much drama which is funny to believe. you can try to get rid of jen and i as much as you want, but at least our managers know the truth so it's physically impossible. try it. you'll just end up getting yourself fired. jen and i haven't done ANYTHING to hurt anyone...but you're all just in denial b/c you betrayed a good friend of yours.
and kelvin...if i find out you were the one who said that in the break room...you betrayed me the most in the store and i will never EVER forgive you. let's get that straight. you want me to start being a bitch as you said? then it's just begun.
ivory- i can't trust you one bit. you want to give me advice on life and have in depth convos? take your own damn advice from now on cuz you're pathetic.
and timmy- don't even get me started. i have NOTHING on gays b/c i don't discriminate but you sir, are the fattest, most obnoxious, gay man i have ever seen and you gossip as if it's you damn career. oh you say you're on a diet? is it the eat everything in sight diet? you're such a waste of space.
put it this way, you work in retail and there's a limited amount of people you can trust. i may only have almost 2 years retail experience, but in that almost 2 years, i've seen EVERYTHING. it's just like being around a bunch of 12 year olds in middle school. i love that i became really good friends with jen and i love diva and rita and my managers...but as for everyone else, shove it.
i've only grew and learned from these people. i don't let idiots like these walk all over me. i raise my voice when i have to and when i hear you talk shit...i'll call you out on it, just like i did to those 3. and next time you whisper about me when i leave a room, give it a good 5 minutes instead of 2 seconds when i'm still outside the door and can you hear say how you think i'm pregnant. dumbasses. try to cover it up all you want but there's not one person with a brain that will believe you.