Joyful feeling suffuse me.
ok so i'm super bored. and super procratinating. I have an anthropolgy test tomorrow. yesterday i had a mini breakdown. I cannot spend 4 solid weeks here. i will go crazy. i'll end up under my bed drooling and rocking back and forth. my math class sucks. my english class sucks. I miss Mr. Barbetta. we sat there in english today and listened to a guy teach us how to search on the library web site. I just learned it all less than 2 weeks ago. right now college suck big time. one of my good friends lives on the otherside of campus and i see her about 2 times a week. the other one makes so many plans with other people i rarely get to see her. AND she's leaving next year. So is the other girl i'm starting to make friends with. so i can't stay here on the weekends. AND i have to miss BHS homecoming b/c i have to go on a stupis service learning trip that doesn't even count. And my stomache dosen't feel good. AND i'm runnig out of toothpaste, mouthwash, and deodorant. So i'm gonna be a stinky, plaque-y, halitosis-y nasty college student. AND last weekend i spilled soup broth on my bed and it seeped all the way through to the mattress. SO i had to wah all of my bedding and ran out of quarters before i was done. and y comforter still had grease stains on it. God i love college. I need to have a really good cry. I miss home, my mom, my animals, my jessimaca and even my brother. god i really am falling apart. the only good thing happened on Sunday and Tuesday. On sunday i got the newest Tamora Pierce book and on Tuesday I got my midterm back and i got an A- yea me! i so thought i got a B or C. back to the bad stuff. its been reaining since Sunday night and my hair has totally forgotten how to even remotely behave I look like some crazy person who was electrocuted. college really sucks. i thnk i ran out of things to complain about. i have to study, unfortunately. joyful feelings suffuse me. WTF?