tonight while we talked for that short while, i could sense something was wrong, that something was bothering you. now, i want to respect you and give you the space you need in order to deal with what's going on in your life. it wouldn't be my place to go and get in the middle of all this, because that's the last thing you need.
however, i don't think i can stress it enough that i am here for you. it's times like these when you see the real sides of people and see who your so-called friends really are. i can only hope i will be one of the people out there who shows you the good side of friendships, and trust me, i am more than willing to do exactly that.
you are too wonderful of a person to be treated like this, and i mean that from the bottom of my heart. melissa, you may not know it but, you have been there for me through some of my darkest times. sure, we may have had some of our own arguments, but you've always accepted me back and forgiven me. and i think that's why we're still friends, because we have that thing where we talk if something is bothering us, and we connect in that way. you understand me and i give my all to understand you, and im sorry if you ever, ever feel as if i dont. last year, when i thought the whole world turned their backs on me, you didn't. you let me know that you were here for me when i was losing one of the most important people in my life, and maybe if you were too busy and couldnt literally "be there," just knowing that you had the courage to say you would be was more than thoughtful. you took the time to listen to me. and now, its my turn to do that for you.
i dont know the extent of what is going on. but honestly, something doesnt feel right. i don't know, maybe im feeling this way because i care for you in ways that i dont for many people because i dont trust many people and i dont "connect" with many people and i dont want you to get hurt because that would just down right hurt me as well.
im here for you. day or night. all you have to do is just call me and i'll listen and won't speak unless notified that i can :] you know you can cry as much as you want, you can yell as much as you want, you can talk to me just to get your mind off things. but whatever its for, i wont leave until youre done. i dont want to walk in front of you, i dont want to walk in back of you, i'll walk to the side of you and help you get through whatever you need.(and help you realize that those people are LOSERSSSS!)
tonight while we talked for that short while, i could sense something was wrong, that something was bothering you. now, i want to respect you and give you the space you need in order to deal with what's going on in your life. it wouldn't be my place to go and get in the middle of all this, because that's the last thing you need.
however, i don't think i can stress it enough that i am here for you. it's times like these when you see the real sides of people and see who your so-called friends really are. i can only hope i will be one of the people out there who shows you the good side of friendships, and trust me, i am more than willing to do exactly that.
you are too wonderful of a person to be treated like this, and i mean that from the bottom of my heart. melissa, you may not know it but, you have been there for me through some of my darkest times. sure, we may have had some of our own arguments, but you've always accepted me back and forgiven me. and i think that's why we're still friends, because we have that thing where we talk if something is bothering us, and we connect in that way. you understand me and i give my all to understand you, and im sorry if you ever, ever feel as if i dont. last year, when i thought the whole world turned their backs on me, you didn't. you let me know that you were here for me when i was losing one of the most important people in my life, and maybe if you were too busy and couldnt literally "be there," just knowing that you had the courage to say you would be was more than thoughtful. you took the time to listen to me. and now, its my turn to do that for you.
i dont know the extent of what is going on. but honestly, something doesnt feel right. i don't know, maybe im feeling this way because i care for you in ways that i dont for many people because i dont trust many people and i dont "connect" with many people and i dont want you to get hurt because that would just down right hurt me as well.
im here for you. day or night. all you have to do is just call me and i'll listen and won't speak unless notified that i can :] you know you can cry as much as you want, you can yell as much as you want, you can talk to me just to get your mind off things. but whatever its for, i wont leave until youre done. i dont want to walk in front of you, i dont want to walk in back of you, i'll walk to the side of you and help you get through whatever you need.(and help you realize that those people are LOSERSSSS!)
i heart(♥) you, melissa
-kristina
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