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I've recently decided that I have nothing to live for. I feel completely uninspired. I look at others in situations that should be better off than I am, and watch as they completely ruin it, or are totally unappreciative of what they have. Even the smallest things bother me.
I am offset by my completely placent behavior. I haven't cried in the longest time. I twitch with anxiety sometimes--just small facial ticks. It feels like I'm shrugging off the insanity. Heh.
I've been strongly considering seeing a therapist. I guess I'm just one of those suburban kids that don't have any "real" problems other than the ones that they have created for themselves.
Maybe I just wasn't made to live in this world? Guess it's time for me to transcend again, grow wings. Maybe my shoulder blades will unravel into white lace.
If only.
I am offset by my completely placent behavior. I haven't cried in the longest time. I twitch with anxiety sometimes--just small facial ticks. It feels like I'm shrugging off the insanity. Heh.
I've been strongly considering seeing a therapist. I guess I'm just one of those suburban kids that don't have any "real" problems other than the ones that they have created for themselves.
Maybe I just wasn't made to live in this world? Guess it's time for me to transcend again, grow wings. Maybe my shoulder blades will unravel into white lace.
If only.